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[explodedhearts]

i need to update. here's an update.

i suck. i have no idea what i'm doing in my life.
i hate mexicans, even though i'm one myself.
school is shit. so are my friends. so are guys. so is my family. you're all shit.
let's all just dissapear and go to monica land. this was supposed to happen since when? sometime in february? then what the hell are we still doing here?
what the hell is wrong with everybody?
everyone's just exploding and having problems.
can't it all end?
can't it be summer already?
i'm scared of what'll happend during summer
what if i do nothing, nothing at all
and just explode, without a cause
or end up just being a whore, offering myself to unknown strangers
or actually finding someone, someone who makes me happy, and actually be happy with someone for once in my life, and not lonely like always.
i'm curious of my future, and what it will bring me.
c'mon you guys
don't let me down.
let's all be happy.
we all need to fall in love
theres a goal.
and i aint stoppin, at least not anytime soon.