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May 05, 2009 23:37

You get to ask me a question.

Any question, anything, no matter how crazy, dirty, or wrong it is.

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I'm just going to answer here. It's easier.

- Taken from Patricia (:

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anonymous May 6 2009, 04:39:56 UTC
Do you think it is possible to ever love someone as much as you loved Ricky?

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explique May 6 2009, 09:50:16 UTC
I hope so.
I'm assuming my capacity to love will grow as I get older, and that the next time I fall for someone, it will be just as fervent if not more so... just as I would have assumed that my feelings for Ricky would have grown.

I'm not sure, though.
I'm not sure if that's the end of the spectrum or only the beginning, or if it's able to be had more than once regardless of where it fits in.

Regardless, I know for a fact it will be impossible to love someone in the same way.
We grew up together, and he was a central part of my childhood... that's a part of me that the next person I love will never know.
Even if we would have been the worst compatible pair in the long run, I loved him in a way that will be impossible to recreate, simply because of who he was in my life.

So in that way, no... in most other ways, I have no idea.

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