Jan 23, 2005 09:58
hmmm i havent really wrote in here about whats going on in a while irene is coming up and its my last weekend partying like this because i need to get school work done and im looking for a new job wow i got 10hrs next week woopie doo mcodnalds likes to fuck people there soo yeah im looken for a new job
me and amanda got in a big ass fight last night i dunno how it got that big i dont think she knows either but we were almost on the verge of braken up i begged her for a second chance and that is somethen i never do if a girl wants to brake up with me then im cool with it but i wasnt gonna let amanda slip away you know how they say there is a diff fish in the sea no im sorry she is the only fish left she is my one true love my soul mate i love her with everything in my body if we were to brake up of course we will always be friends but i dont think my heart could take seeing her with another man/woman or whatever i dont think i could watch another person love the same person i will never stop loving. its all my fault though im a asshole and i can admit that...and i fuck everything up if i was her i wouldnt of gave a person like me another chance cuz damn i need to change my ways i yell and scream at everyone that pisses me off anyways i dunno i dont really wanan talk about it hurts me too much think about lossing my baby
but i gotta work today yay lol havent in like 4days wtf! oh well i dont really care but yeah ima go peace eazy bitches