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i still cant find a fucking kitten for channing there soo expensive and i think i fucked up by tellin her i was gonna get one adn i couldnt come thru..*sad eyes* and i fucking feel like shit for it...i feel like the holidays are drainging me of money...my father wrote me back...i guess it was a shock? iono i guess its a good thing...my mom wasnt too happy she sat there and bitched at me for some of the things he said..she made me cry she dosent kno that though later she called and said sorrie soo its ok.... i got my check today...about 230 it was...i had to pay 80 on my card....soo what ...i dont really even care anymore about that fucking card....how things are looken for the party on the 31st i dont think ill be doing any kind of drug considering that all be broke which fucking sucks...i got the tickets though...i dont get paied again intill like after the 1st or somethen...iono...my job sucks...and some fuck face named RICH fuckin told kev i didnt desvere crew of the week..that fool is just jealous cuz i get more hrs then him and i fucking work my ass off...soo hey rich heres a big fuck you!!!! and amanda made me feel soo bad today cuz of what i was gonna get her...and i told her what it was and she gave me this look like why the fuck would u get that ya kno...sorry i thought it was a nice gift...*sigh*