Dec 08, 2004 10:09
so lemme see...nothing really has been happen...got my tat touched up...i never go to school...im seriously gonna start going all the time lol...i promise...cuz my mom started to ask me questions...i wanna see her smile when i graduate..lately ive been soo pissed off/sad....alll i ever think about is amanda braken up with me for a guy or somethen it worries me soo mcuh...the nightmares are gettin worse...had another one last night...my mom ended up waken me up...not cuz she herd me tossing and turning because i didnt get up for school...*i had hella bad cramps* lol...i bought some new clothes on my credit card...im gonna stop using it...its gonna fuck me in the ass...my bill is gonna be like 100bucks lol....its ok ill just pay the minmum....and its all good right? right!
chirstmas is coming up and fufu is coming back...YAY! i miss him soo much...its like my other half left me ya kno...that is my best friend in the whole wide world...been with me thru soo much shit...and still is...sometimes i just worrie that he is not doing ok in boston but i kno he is strong and i kno he will be alright... i hope he dosent think that im just gonna spend my time with amanda and not him...cuz that anit true me and him will have alone time i promise fuf!!! i swear we will dont worrie bitch! i wanna go to broadway with him when he comes here...me him and deeh should omg lol like old times...and i can go to an 18 and up club now where there are drag queens sooo it will be fun!!!!!!! hehe...yay!! i love drag queens you dont even kno...ima fruit lol...i love rainbows and guys in drage lol...WHISPER IS SUCH A LESBIAN!!!!!!!! *BIG SMILE*
but yeah i gotta work today at 12 YUCK lol...oh well....but yeah ima go.....gotta take a shower and all the good shit...HOLLA ATCHA DIKE lol holla atcha is soo gangsta for me!