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i only have a few minutes on the computer.
ian and i have been driving. and driving.
ive been having so much fun. meeting so many people. sharing new experiences. trying new things.
ian and i tried heroin. no needles. just smoke.
we only did it twice and i never want to touch it again because the people we were staying with (richard and danny) were complete junkies. i dont want to live a life addicted to heroin. its so damn scary. they live in the ghetto-ist ghetto of new orleans. everywhere on their bodies are trackmarks.
but the heroin. jesus christ. ive never felt anything like that in my life. it felt so good. it was like a hundred thousand orgasms all at once.
we're leaving louisiana tomorrow morning. ive got to get out of this crack house. we were in tennesee again, visiting rob and vanessa. and before that atlanta to see a show. stayed there for a few nights.
we're so free here. we can do whatever we want. we can pack our shit and leave whenever we want. we can go wherever we want. its total freedom. i wish i could do this all my life. just travel the us. the world.
we eat shitty food and stay in shitty one bedroom no ac motels. but thats fine. i love it.
i will try to update soon, we are heading to california but i dont know how long it will take because we want to see texas, new mexico, arizona, washington, oklahoma, EVERYTHING. i want to sink it all in. beautiful.
so many disposable cameras. ah.
and ian. i couldnt ask for a better person to be with. i can see him growing stronger, mentally. our relationship is growing stronger. we've gotten past all the fights and now its just love. i love being with him. he loves being with me. god i couldnt be more happier. he is so beautiful with everything he does and everything he says. he makes me swoon just by hearing his voice. its been 2 and a half years, but it feels like just one. like we're just getting to know each other, but yet i feel ive known him all my life.
i gotta go. ive already taken too much time on the computer. they will be mad. er. but they have treated us so well here. fed us. gave us free drugs. free alcohol. we had a big southern dinner the other night. collard greens, mashed potatoes, fried chicken, the whole works. i had never been so full.
if anyone from home reads this i love you and miss you guys sooooooooo much. have fun. be safe.
kristi
ian and i have been driving. and driving.
ive been having so much fun. meeting so many people. sharing new experiences. trying new things.
ian and i tried heroin. no needles. just smoke.
we only did it twice and i never want to touch it again because the people we were staying with (richard and danny) were complete junkies. i dont want to live a life addicted to heroin. its so damn scary. they live in the ghetto-ist ghetto of new orleans. everywhere on their bodies are trackmarks.
but the heroin. jesus christ. ive never felt anything like that in my life. it felt so good. it was like a hundred thousand orgasms all at once.
we're leaving louisiana tomorrow morning. ive got to get out of this crack house. we were in tennesee again, visiting rob and vanessa. and before that atlanta to see a show. stayed there for a few nights.
we're so free here. we can do whatever we want. we can pack our shit and leave whenever we want. we can go wherever we want. its total freedom. i wish i could do this all my life. just travel the us. the world.
we eat shitty food and stay in shitty one bedroom no ac motels. but thats fine. i love it.
i will try to update soon, we are heading to california but i dont know how long it will take because we want to see texas, new mexico, arizona, washington, oklahoma, EVERYTHING. i want to sink it all in. beautiful.
so many disposable cameras. ah.
and ian. i couldnt ask for a better person to be with. i can see him growing stronger, mentally. our relationship is growing stronger. we've gotten past all the fights and now its just love. i love being with him. he loves being with me. god i couldnt be more happier. he is so beautiful with everything he does and everything he says. he makes me swoon just by hearing his voice. its been 2 and a half years, but it feels like just one. like we're just getting to know each other, but yet i feel ive known him all my life.
i gotta go. ive already taken too much time on the computer. they will be mad. er. but they have treated us so well here. fed us. gave us free drugs. free alcohol. we had a big southern dinner the other night. collard greens, mashed potatoes, fried chicken, the whole works. i had never been so full.
if anyone from home reads this i love you and miss you guys sooooooooo much. have fun. be safe.
kristi