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Jan 04, 2004 00:23

new years eve;
rolled off my ass.
=fun. GOOD TIMES.

i went out with daniel today..... i love him so much... he's my best GUY friend.. and its cool coz i can talk to him about ANYTHING and he'll just talk back and give me some kinda advice... i go over, he's like KRISTI!*! *hands me a joint* and says "lets talk." haha it was great. we went out to lunch at brueggers, haha.. i got myself a peanut butter and jelly bagel. those are the best... then we went to the park, took a walk, fed the ducks, ate lollipops and talked... thank u so much daniel- i love you. <33

jessica- to you too for dealing up with MY bullshit... god you're such a beautiful gal i hope to NEVER lose you, ever. <3

*sigh* no one can take this away from me right now.... ian called me crying... he was fucking crying.. and he begged me to come talk to him. he said i was being selfish and only thinking about myself when i decided to break up w/ him...
...but i guess that's what i am doing. i'm only thinking of myself.. right? our conversation ended in more tears than it started out... and he just left me there... crying on my front steps.

i feel so helpless, and i dont like the feeling, at all.
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