When you get stuck just do something you've never done before
Bad day at work today. Now I'm paranoid I'm not going to make it through the training period. If I don't at least I had an amazing epiphany last friday night at a punk house while swapping mickeys with some girls I've run into a few times. I decided that I'm going to take the money I made from working, sell all my furniture (hopefully to my landlord), cancel the insurance on my car, then hitchhike across Canada to visit my sister who is now living in Halifax and a couple of friends I have in Ontario and Quebec. My sister left her car in Victoria so I may see if she will cover the gas and I will drive it to her, then just hitchhike back.
I think I just need to take some time for myself for once, instead of jumping from one career goal to another. If conducting doesn't work out, then I have no clue what I will do. But instead of panicking, I'm going to travel the cheapest way possible and just live some life. My life has always revolved around work and school, so if I can just take a couple weeks to myself, I don't think it will be that selfish.
But I may be jumping the gun here, tomorrow I'm going to rock it like Freddie Mercury. I actually found out the reason why I've been feeling like crap in the morning all week was because my bread was mouldy as shit and I never noticed because I tend to leave the lights off in the morning. So now that that is taken care of things are already getting better.
I think I just need to take some time for myself for once, instead of jumping from one career goal to another. If conducting doesn't work out, then I have no clue what I will do. But instead of panicking, I'm going to travel the cheapest way possible and just live some life. My life has always revolved around work and school, so if I can just take a couple weeks to myself, I don't think it will be that selfish.
But I may be jumping the gun here, tomorrow I'm going to rock it like Freddie Mercury. I actually found out the reason why I've been feeling like crap in the morning all week was because my bread was mouldy as shit and I never noticed because I tend to leave the lights off in the morning. So now that that is taken care of things are already getting better.