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whattt the fuck. its truly amazing how an ok day can go terribly wrong. i wanna hit somethign really bad right now.
oh, AND i have a fuckin project due tomorrow that i cant do a half ass job on bc its getting my my college credits, but i lost all intrest in doing it bc of SOMEONE WHO WILL NOT BE NAMED!!! who said he would help me do it today, but instead decides to NOT come over and THENNNN TO ADD TO IT HE FUCKIN DECIDED TO GO TO A SHOW TONITE. WHAT THE FUCK. YOU DONT DO THAT!!! EXPECIALLY TO YOUR FUCKIN GIRLFRIEND WHO YOU FUCKIN SUPPOSIVLY LOVE AND ADORE AND HAVE BARELY SEEN SINCE FRIDAY. OH MY FUCKIN GOD. i cant fuckin explain how fuckin pissed off i am. im so angry. its not just because of that tho. thats just what made me break. there was so much stress built up and it cud all be gone if he wuda just spent a few hrs with me like he said he wud 3 days ago. i dotn care if he goes to shows! but he was supposed to hangout with me,tells me this morning he is just gunna go home instead, which upset me, btu whatever i was jus tgunna deal with it, but when he finds out some fuckin piece of shiut band is playing the next thing he is tellign me he is going. HE COULD HAVE BEEN HERE WITH ME!!! oh and i dont get to see him tomorrow bc of my fuckin art thing. mfdkfmk;sd fg;ldkgf.
to add to this, i havent cried in 2 months until this day.
thanks alot. i thought we accomplished something.
oh, AND i have a fuckin project due tomorrow that i cant do a half ass job on bc its getting my my college credits, but i lost all intrest in doing it bc of SOMEONE WHO WILL NOT BE NAMED!!! who said he would help me do it today, but instead decides to NOT come over and THENNNN TO ADD TO IT HE FUCKIN DECIDED TO GO TO A SHOW TONITE. WHAT THE FUCK. YOU DONT DO THAT!!! EXPECIALLY TO YOUR FUCKIN GIRLFRIEND WHO YOU FUCKIN SUPPOSIVLY LOVE AND ADORE AND HAVE BARELY SEEN SINCE FRIDAY. OH MY FUCKIN GOD. i cant fuckin explain how fuckin pissed off i am. im so angry. its not just because of that tho. thats just what made me break. there was so much stress built up and it cud all be gone if he wuda just spent a few hrs with me like he said he wud 3 days ago. i dotn care if he goes to shows! but he was supposed to hangout with me,tells me this morning he is just gunna go home instead, which upset me, btu whatever i was jus tgunna deal with it, but when he finds out some fuckin piece of shiut band is playing the next thing he is tellign me he is going. HE COULD HAVE BEEN HERE WITH ME!!! oh and i dont get to see him tomorrow bc of my fuckin art thing. mfdkfmk;sd fg;ldkgf.
to add to this, i havent cried in 2 months until this day.
thanks alot. i thought we accomplished something.