Vingt-Et-Un † myself in the reflection that i must not meet

Nov 17, 2011 23:25

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[1. Mayfield High - Hallways. It started after lunchtime. It's still during break while she's making her way to the faculty office, when she starts hearing things that should not be there. Eyes wide and suddenly stopping dead in her tracks, she promptly drops all the papers and folders that she was carrying in her arms. ...Well, it's more ( Read more... )

♪ player plot, these wounds they'll never stop healing, immortality blows like you have no idea, she has a lot of skeletons, please kill me now, fml fml fml, trauma exhaution is settling in, she has a lot of issues, these wounds they will never heal, there're no nice things in the nasuverse, ♪action

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more like WRONG BOTTLE TO CHUG DOWN ALL AT ONCE expiatrice November 18 2011, 06:30:18 UTC
["Ciel".

She recognizes that name. It's her own.

She recognizes that voice. It's from someone she met here.

Someone in her current present, not a ghost of the past that she's personally violated and bled like a lamb.

Someone who's afflicted with Immortality, and well understanding of the burden that it signifies.

In other words, a sliver of reality in a terrible nightmare that she can't turn away from, but also an anchor to hold onto precisely because they understood what this may be like.

Shaking, she scrambles up and tries to stand.

Where are you going?

...Ah. Is it a new plaything? If so, then make sure to greet it pr--

Gritting her teeth, she grabs her left wrist in her right hand and sends another jolt of lightning to course through her body.

Don't look a w a y.]

M-Mokou...san?

[You CA NN O T look away.]

Nngh... Please.... wait...!

[I am the SIN that you cannot era--

She has to find her now

Loud clattering can be heard from the back. She's knocking shit over ad she doesn't care; normally she'd want to hide even more, but this is the one exception that she'd embrace the chance to meet face to face now.]

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ilu paintme_crimson November 20 2011, 03:11:20 UTC
[She unceremoniously falls to her knees, not even bothering to wince when some painful cracking sound resonates in the area.

b u t s h e i s a l r e a d y g o n e

WHERE ARE YOU GOING TO GO, WOMAN

NOWHERE]

You're not gone...are you...? You can't die right in front of me...

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cozies expiatrice November 20 2011, 21:56:37 UTC
Ugh--! D-don't be ridiculous...! [Leaning against the wall for support and to steady herself, she'll also take the chance to catch her breath as the last remnants of lightning leave her body, about the same time when she can feel all damaged muscles, blood vessels, and nerves heal back to normal.

At least it did help clear her head, for how brief this may be. She then quickly makes her way to the front, to see the other woman who does appear to be worse off than she is.

...

You're getting grabbed by the shoulders and shakily shaken, Mokou. Her grip isn't the most stable thing but hopefully some physical contact can bring you back here. And do please ignore the fact that her shirt is torn and bloodied all over because it is rather badly stained...]

Fujiwara-san!

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paintme_crimson November 20 2011, 22:22:11 UTC
[Unfortunately, what madness she managed to suppress before is now just bursting out of the floodgates.]

You can't! You can't, you can't, you can't!

[r i g h t m o k o u

i t i s j u s t y o u a n d m e

n o t e v e n h e r

そうですか?

YOU’RE LOOKING FORWARD TO THE END OF THE WORLD, RIGHT. IT’LL JUST BE THE TWO OF YOU.]

Which two...?

[m e y o u s i l l y]

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expiatrice November 21 2011, 09:30:22 UTC
[This is terrible, but watching the white-haired girl in front of her being a wreck is helping her solidify her own grip on reality, diminishing the influence of her own demons. Because all things considered, Mokou is the one who will have a grimmer future.

She'll dig her nails in her shoulder and squeeze with considerable, enough to likely cause a yelp of pain within any average person.]

I'm right here, please try to see beyond what's in your head!!

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paintme_crimson November 26 2011, 08:12:23 UTC
[Tears start to form in the corners of her eyes, though whether they're from the pain of Ciel's nails in her arms, or just emotional stress is hard to tell.]

But there's nothing beyond there. There's nothing, there's nothing, there's nothing at all...

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hnnn sorry for the stupid late I'm getting my shit back together expiatrice December 15 2011, 21:25:56 UTC
[Biting down on her lip now, damn this is bad.]

But you can hear me, right? Can... Can you see me, Mokou-san?! You're... in the Church right now! [A quick beat as she rakes her brain for the information.] This may not be your home world in Eientei, Gensokyo, but you still have friends and acquaintances, here in Mayfield!

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<333 paintme_crimson December 16 2011, 01:34:46 UTC
Ei...en...tei...

[Her head falls to the side, and the glossy look in her eyes seems to fade.]

But I don't...live in Eientei...

[She blinks a couple of times.]

No...churches in Gensokyo...

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(gym)...!! expiatrice December 16 2011, 03:30:10 UTC
You... live in the bamboo forest, right? Keine Kamishirasawa, she keeps you company, so you weren't alone. We're in Mayfield right now, in the United States of America. It's... across the Pacific Ocean, do you know what I'm talking about? [STARING INTENSELY into Mokou's eyes as she tries harder to get through! Those are all accurate info about her home world, aren't they? LOOK IF SHE CAN FIND HER GRIP ON REALITY SO CAN YOU, ALRIGHT??]

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hey now i'm the slow one!! paintme_crimson December 27 2011, 21:38:18 UTC
Keine...why do you...she didn't...she left. She left. Months ago.

[She blinks several times more, the cloudiness starting to slowly disappear from her eyes.]

Not even her drone...

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is this a slowing contest expiatrice December 31 2011, 05:40:05 UTC
[Holding onto her hand now, and despite everything, she's glad Mokou is getting a grip on herself.] That's right, she became droned. People come and go all the time here. I know she is dear to you, but it should be best for her to be back home now, and not in this town. She's away from Mayfield's tricks now, but she'd want you to stay strong against the cruel things it does, wouldn't she?

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YUP. but I will backtag this into forever jsyk paintme_crimson January 2 2012, 00:17:22 UTC
I...think...[She runs a hand through her hair, shaking her head.]...she would.

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fine with me let us skip along backtag lane forever more... expiatrice January 8 2012, 01:49:46 UTC
[is she coming back please let it be--!] Do you remember now, Mokou-san? [Her blue eyes are intensively staring into Mokou's, c'mon...]

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