Destined to be Alone
So I think it is official. My heart has been broken for the third time, at least I think it is. I think I just keep scaring the guys I like away. I ask stupid questions and the guy gets scared. I thought this time would be different, but I guess i was wrong. Third time is a charm for me, at least that is what I have proven in the past. So let me get to why I think i am destined to be alone.
A week ago this past Wednesday I was in Mankato. Adam and I got together and he spent the night with me at my hotel room. In the morning I asked him how we would define our relationship. He looked at me as if I was really suposed to know. I wanted to know if we were friends or gf/bf. I realize that he is extremely busy and I wish i was busy, but I don't not want to go the route of freinds with benefits. Needless to say, he really didn't answer my question and said he was really worried about me, because the question totally "came out of the blue." I just want him to be straight-forward with me.
Anyways, I was online tonite and so was Adam. At this point we haven't talked since I asked him the "question." He didn't say one word to me. So does this mean I scared Adam away? I miss him and can't get him off my mind. Like I said I am destined to be alone.
A week ago this past Wednesday I was in Mankato. Adam and I got together and he spent the night with me at my hotel room. In the morning I asked him how we would define our relationship. He looked at me as if I was really suposed to know. I wanted to know if we were friends or gf/bf. I realize that he is extremely busy and I wish i was busy, but I don't not want to go the route of freinds with benefits. Needless to say, he really didn't answer my question and said he was really worried about me, because the question totally "came out of the blue." I just want him to be straight-forward with me.
Anyways, I was online tonite and so was Adam. At this point we haven't talked since I asked him the "question." He didn't say one word to me. So does this mean I scared Adam away? I miss him and can't get him off my mind. Like I said I am destined to be alone.