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omg, i feel the same exact way as amanda. i'm always afriad i'll just get in the way. I always feel left out cause i'm not very close to one certain group. bascially i feel like the loner in our "group" (meaning everyone). i just don't feel very important. like no one wants me. and i'm always in everyone else's way. and that makes me regret returning to edhs. cause i don't even have that one person that wasn't in the "group" to talk to. then sometimes i think that i should just go and join a whole new group, cause somehow i think i might be more wanted in that new group. ehh. it's so fuckin' frustrating. like i have friends, i'm just not close to any of them like i used to be. oh and even better every guy that i've liked, for some reason i think they totally hate me. so maybe going to cv would be best for me atleast. oh and my birthday is in 4 days, and i already know i'm going to be depressed. happy fucking birthday sadie. anyone wanna do something that weekend with me? oh yea, i don't want anyone to miss the halloween party, so forget it...