Teen Angst
Today might have been one of the worst day's.If u find intrest read this.
They day started off with me staying up till like 4 in the moriing trashing my room so i could clean it but i went to sleep cuz it was 4 in the moring so i was gonna do when i woke up.Anthony gaveme his ocasional wake up call i was talking to him for about 3 mintues until my dad came in. His first words were " get out" i was like what he's said get off the phone i said why he said get off the fucking phone anyway he ended up throwing the phone and yelling cursing etc. threw me down and started yelling cursing i ended up on my bed my dad literally choking me while yelling and i just took it I mean there's nothing you can do i did'nt take it serious i rolled my eyes and let myself get choked because i've put up with so much other stuff i mean it hurt and i could'nt breathe and the hole time i was saying dad your spitting on me come on man "cuz he was yelling so hard".He push this point on my neck and i started coughing alot. Then after he was done he said clean this fucking room up and I explained why it was messy and he said i always have an excuse clean it up or go stay somewhere else me and your mom are under stress.I over heard him yelling at my mom cuz she was yelling at him over dishes because of me. The hole time i was wondering what anthony thought happend cuz i was'nt sure how long it was till the phone got disconnected. When my dad left my room i started laughing cuz i was like what the fuck was that what a jerk? Then a little while later i felt like crying cuz my dad tryed to kill me. whatever i did'nt tell my mom or anyone else it's not that big a deal.
I'm sick tryed skating filing all spots wet blah , on the way out i broke my air soft gun i got in another state. YES! i love that fucking gun sweet.Went to john's Girlfriend's house my mom cut my hair earlier that week and she cut my favorite part of my hair and left it un even made it even worst making my regret it so i asked his girl to cut my hair. made it even worst no i got this sweeet half straight hair curly hair on the same side like the straight sat on the cury she cut it so the straight is'nt o the cursly just cut above it awesome now u can tell the diffrence after i fix this never getting a hair cut again. my Girlfriend's coming home from new york tommrow yay now my hair's fucked up just in time for her home coming.
I always have problems and things that are plain out unfair but it does'nt ever bother me i don't dwell on it ever .things are getting worse and worse and worse but at least i'm still alive and have a home i mean it's not that bad things could be worse so if someone asked me how i'm doing i'd still say great.Whenever im depressed or anything i don't listen to sad music i try and listen to the happiest thing i can to lift my spirit and make me feel better and watch video's of me and my friend's having fun. Today my song of choice was The go team - we Just won't be defeated which sounds like a bunch of cheerleaders at a protest saying will won't be defeated with catchy melodies and trumpets it's all most moving god damn it hypes me up! I'm gonna look back on this in a little while and laugh rember on how much i kid i was!WE won't Be defeated I LOVE LIFE and never wanna grow up.
I CAN'T SPELL! NO BODY LOOK AT THIS THERE'S NO PICTURES.
They day started off with me staying up till like 4 in the moriing trashing my room so i could clean it but i went to sleep cuz it was 4 in the moring so i was gonna do when i woke up.Anthony gaveme his ocasional wake up call i was talking to him for about 3 mintues until my dad came in. His first words were " get out" i was like what he's said get off the phone i said why he said get off the fucking phone anyway he ended up throwing the phone and yelling cursing etc. threw me down and started yelling cursing i ended up on my bed my dad literally choking me while yelling and i just took it I mean there's nothing you can do i did'nt take it serious i rolled my eyes and let myself get choked because i've put up with so much other stuff i mean it hurt and i could'nt breathe and the hole time i was saying dad your spitting on me come on man "cuz he was yelling so hard".He push this point on my neck and i started coughing alot. Then after he was done he said clean this fucking room up and I explained why it was messy and he said i always have an excuse clean it up or go stay somewhere else me and your mom are under stress.I over heard him yelling at my mom cuz she was yelling at him over dishes because of me. The hole time i was wondering what anthony thought happend cuz i was'nt sure how long it was till the phone got disconnected. When my dad left my room i started laughing cuz i was like what the fuck was that what a jerk? Then a little while later i felt like crying cuz my dad tryed to kill me. whatever i did'nt tell my mom or anyone else it's not that big a deal.
I'm sick tryed skating filing all spots wet blah , on the way out i broke my air soft gun i got in another state. YES! i love that fucking gun sweet.Went to john's Girlfriend's house my mom cut my hair earlier that week and she cut my favorite part of my hair and left it un even made it even worst making my regret it so i asked his girl to cut my hair. made it even worst no i got this sweeet half straight hair curly hair on the same side like the straight sat on the cury she cut it so the straight is'nt o the cursly just cut above it awesome now u can tell the diffrence after i fix this never getting a hair cut again. my Girlfriend's coming home from new york tommrow yay now my hair's fucked up just in time for her home coming.
I always have problems and things that are plain out unfair but it does'nt ever bother me i don't dwell on it ever .things are getting worse and worse and worse but at least i'm still alive and have a home i mean it's not that bad things could be worse so if someone asked me how i'm doing i'd still say great.Whenever im depressed or anything i don't listen to sad music i try and listen to the happiest thing i can to lift my spirit and make me feel better and watch video's of me and my friend's having fun. Today my song of choice was The go team - we Just won't be defeated which sounds like a bunch of cheerleaders at a protest saying will won't be defeated with catchy melodies and trumpets it's all most moving god damn it hypes me up! I'm gonna look back on this in a little while and laugh rember on how much i kid i was!WE won't Be defeated I LOVE LIFE and never wanna grow up.
I CAN'T SPELL! NO BODY LOOK AT THIS THERE'S NO PICTURES.