Blah blah blah whatcha gonna do
What's live journal? So i decide to update my journal for no apparent reason and yea i still can't spell i think i'm gonna start updating again there was a point in time where Livejournal was the thing to have. but since everyone lost intrest i wannna start doing it again. Things are diffrent i'm growin older and that type of thing scares me i hate resposibilty.People always tell me to get a job, for what? to have money? what do i need money for to buy things, i'm not so materialistic like some poeple who just want things i think if i had money i would spend it on people because people are what is important to me i don't wanna spend my time doing all this work for no reason for items i really don't need.with the execption of my camera because it took me so long to get,since my other one that got stolen.So basically i'll be working all my life and why should i do it when i'm young there's so much time to have work so it can wait cuz i'll work work work get old and die, is that all life is? I don't think as much as i used to i used to think alot like so much i would just go so far off one idea linking to the other i don't have time to think anymore. I'm such a dreamer it's ridiculous i know it won't do me any good but i've always just been such a dreamer i actually missed multiplication entirely in 3rd grade cuz all i would do is think and dream.But at least i can be creative rather than smart not that i would'nt trade the two.