Here I am
Well well well, here I am again.
Thought I got rid of this. Rid of this silliness..Sickness. But I guess not.
I need this. I need this soo bad. What am I with out it? Just a boring, unadventurous, losing, stupid FAT girl. That's all.
Two new girls started at work. Younger and skinnier than I am! And it makes me soo angry inside. I just stare at them and wish I looked like that. But there's no point wishing. I need to start doing something.
I am starting the 2468 diet. But backwards because yesterday was the 800 day. So today is 600, tomorrow is 400 and so on.
I just need to get rid of this body and I'll be happy!!
Will keep an update of each day.
Today has been ok. I went for a run before work and it was a struggle. I only managed 2.5 miles. It will get easier as I lose weight! I will go out again tomorrow morning.
What I ate:
Breakfast: Watermelon and yoghurt 100
Lunch: Tuna Salad 370
Dinner: Courgette:
Snack: Quest bar
Total: 650
For fucks sake!! I fucked up by 50 calories!!! It's a good thing I burnt 189 calories on my run which in total brings me too 461!
So net calories for the day 461.
Tomorrows Plan: 400cals
Breakfast:0
Lunch: Mullar Light and Jelly 112
Dinner: Half cous cous pack 178
Snack: half a cadbury chocolate bar (from a colleague :( ) 103
Total: 393
Run: 200cals
Net: 193
Ok, back to reality. Will keep and update tomorrow!
Thought I got rid of this. Rid of this silliness..Sickness. But I guess not.
I need this. I need this soo bad. What am I with out it? Just a boring, unadventurous, losing, stupid FAT girl. That's all.
Two new girls started at work. Younger and skinnier than I am! And it makes me soo angry inside. I just stare at them and wish I looked like that. But there's no point wishing. I need to start doing something.
I am starting the 2468 diet. But backwards because yesterday was the 800 day. So today is 600, tomorrow is 400 and so on.
I just need to get rid of this body and I'll be happy!!
Will keep an update of each day.
Today has been ok. I went for a run before work and it was a struggle. I only managed 2.5 miles. It will get easier as I lose weight! I will go out again tomorrow morning.
What I ate:
Breakfast: Watermelon and yoghurt 100
Lunch: Tuna Salad 370
Dinner: Courgette:
Snack: Quest bar
Total: 650
For fucks sake!! I fucked up by 50 calories!!! It's a good thing I burnt 189 calories on my run which in total brings me too 461!
So net calories for the day 461.
Tomorrows Plan: 400cals
Breakfast:0
Lunch: Mullar Light and Jelly 112
Dinner: Half cous cous pack 178
Snack: half a cadbury chocolate bar (from a colleague :( ) 103
Total: 393
Run: 200cals
Net: 193
Ok, back to reality. Will keep and update tomorrow!