...The end of a short lived episode...
What is this, a shattered heart has led to? I temporarily lost myself for a few months and I did not like it. I panicked....I was quickly losing the essence, the serenity of my Solitude. I was beginning to question the foreignity of these new ways. Who was this woman going against all she stands for? As quickly as it had begun, it had to come to an abrupt end. Sadly enough, the only way was through shattering yet another heart. My shattered heart had laced itself through out the Solitude; my best friend. When u live through the shattering of your heart, you are only destined to generate a trail of the crumbles from the shattering through the ripples of karma....I could continue to not only be unfair to him, but myself as well.... ridding myself of the guilt of leading u on and wishing to be fair to u....is my only alibi....Does this make what I have done to you just?...No, not at all.......but it does justify my reasoning for it being a must; it was the only hope of coming to terms with all that defines me yet again. Does my heart go out to you....of course...for I already knew your heartache. Yet do I feel the need to apologize.....No......for the first step of this rescue was through being true to what I was Compromising by being with you through a broken heart and all the wrong reason: my exotic integrity....which is why I move on with out the burden of regret....because this is the end and I am able to walk away with the peace that comes with knowing...that my respect is where the work of integrity is evident. I did what was right for your sake just as well as mine.