Used
I don't understand....I was so, so deeply in love with you but now I see...I obviously had no right, absolutely no right to be...because now there's nothing but the sting of realizing he was only using me for the ride.
Why am I having such a hard time getting over the fact that I have been used??...Could it just simply be, it was because it was by someone I was in love with?...Or is it because I thought he loved me? Maybe it was my innate expectations.
I will never use anyone. I was raised to know better. I was raised to love. So am I Wrong to expect out of someone what it is I intend to be about for them? Or maybe I go wrong when I assume people to know what it is I've learned through many beautifully set examples. So why can I not accept being treated in a way that I would never think twice about doing to anyone?
When I Know it happens to the best of us, is that suppose to just make it easier to get over it and move on? Am I meant to simply wave it off as being nothing but a common aspect of life and accordingly adjust enough to expect less out of people from now on? Which way do I go from here? Do I 4give him for my sake? Am I Wrong to still strongly care about someone that doesn't give a rats ass bout me?...What was it that I Am suppose to learn from the painful feelings of being used by you?...because maybe if I Can uncover the lesson, it will make it okay to have been used by you.
Why am I having such a hard time getting over the fact that I have been used??...Could it just simply be, it was because it was by someone I was in love with?...Or is it because I thought he loved me? Maybe it was my innate expectations.
I will never use anyone. I was raised to know better. I was raised to love. So am I Wrong to expect out of someone what it is I intend to be about for them? Or maybe I go wrong when I assume people to know what it is I've learned through many beautifully set examples. So why can I not accept being treated in a way that I would never think twice about doing to anyone?
When I Know it happens to the best of us, is that suppose to just make it easier to get over it and move on? Am I meant to simply wave it off as being nothing but a common aspect of life and accordingly adjust enough to expect less out of people from now on? Which way do I go from here? Do I 4give him for my sake? Am I Wrong to still strongly care about someone that doesn't give a rats ass bout me?...What was it that I Am suppose to learn from the painful feelings of being used by you?...because maybe if I Can uncover the lesson, it will make it okay to have been used by you.