2 and half more months

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I saw him today,he was absolutely dreamy and I have to force myself not to stare at him. I'm so shy,and its so hard for me just to talk to him because I have no idea how i'll really react when i try to have a conversation with him.I haven't liked someone so much before in a very long time. He's that guy that you wake up and go to school for,he's that guy that you bump into in the hallway and you get all blushy and smiley.. And he makes me so happy just knowing him.
Then you think to yourself how you can make yourself more desirable and then you think to yourself, "It's too much work he'll never notice,he'll never care.." I really like Jon Reshard