DOWN.
There are times when life gets me down like it did today. I honestly didnt think I'd feel this bad in my entire dance journey , but life has proven me wrong..... just so wrong. I thought giving my best was good enough but it never was. I know I can never give up on dance because as time passes , dance is already a part of my life and its something I never want to lose ......... not now , not ever. I'll start questioning myself at times if I'm really suited to dance. But I know if I were to give up now , I'd be nothing but a total failure my entire life. Sigh I just hate how easily my emotions get the best of me and how my tears run like water ughhh but I guess however tough I might look on the outside sometimes , I am only human and there's a limit to how much I can take ........ but dont worry I'll be strong and I'll continue pushing myself to the limit. I need to see a change , desperately.
But on a positive note , the upcoming debut showcase have really given me friends I can count on. I didnt see myself having friends in the showcase but yet ......... Im really thankful for all of em' and that I really appreciate all the help they've given me and not to mention the love ~ ~ they've showered on me. I have to admit that I was really reluctant to go for practise initially but having friends like you is the best thing I can ever ask for.
Will be back :>
But on a positive note , the upcoming debut showcase have really given me friends I can count on. I didnt see myself having friends in the showcase but yet ......... Im really thankful for all of em' and that I really appreciate all the help they've given me and not to mention the love ~ ~ they've showered on me. I have to admit that I was really reluctant to go for practise initially but having friends like you is the best thing I can ever ask for.
Will be back :>