Mar 13, 2005 01:55
**My Beautiful Mistake**
It might have been because everything was all hazy
But you were like an angel
With those gleaming chocolate eyes
And for that moment as I looked up at you
A strange peaceful feeling disrupted all the chaos
What a waste of a really beautiful day
Couldnt go outside because the room kept spinning like it is right now
You'd think id be feeling better by not but im not
And as i turn to IFC looking for my comfort they only left me hanging with bulshit movies and Saturday Night Live S U C K E D
And all the while i keep smiling and thinking about how shiny pink my nails are....and also about *YOU*
No more reality enhancements.... sobriety on full force
hell maybe if i can stay away from all of it
I can cut down on masterbating
Now that would be my perfect world
:)