Feb 18, 2005 08:11
I feel much better about myself in general today, because last night, I pretty much spilled my guts to Dillon last night when he gave me a ride home. I told him about how Zach has made me a really bitter person towards anything to do with love, and how I really question my beauty because of the fact that not one single guy that I like ever seems to like me back. Well, he walked me inside my house because he was carrying my project for me, and he told me that he thought I was beautiful..... He left and I started to cry, - me, the girl that's always told my friends that you don't need a guy to be happy. Oh well, even us "uplifting" types get lonely sometimes I guess.
I love you all,
Arletta
LATER
P.S I have this really cool idea about me doing a music vid w/ Breaking Benjamin and i'm belly dancing and it's in this ancient ruined temple in india or something,..... if you want to know more, just write me, and i'll explain it,..and then YOU get to tell me what you think!!