:) Crazy ramblings of a lunatic! :P
Joining Corey's English class next week :) Will be fun and way better than catering, but I didn't realise we have a mid year exam! :S I'll totally fail! :P
Said good-bye to Claudia yesterday! :'( *CRIES*
Saw Batman begins-cool but got a massive cramp in my leg which cained but Corey and Gaz were there and they helped me:) *HUUUUGS* both of you :)
Discovered a lesbian mag in a newsagent yesterday! :) Mass excitement!! :D
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
Losing my best friends and family
Having an accident and never being able to fence again
Accidentaly hurting the ones I love through my actions
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
My friends
Music
Time to daydream
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
Fluffy raibow slippers :S
Anime t-shirt
Black knickers
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:
Blink 182
Linkin Park
Missy Higgins
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS:
'All you wanted'-Michelle Branch
Any song by Blink 182, but definitely 'Adam's Song'
'One step closer'-Linkin Park
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
Friendship
trust
fun
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in no particular order):
I love the colour pink <--
I love fencing Epee
I miss my Dog Meg
Geez, I wonder which one's the lie?!) :P
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
Smile
Arse (damn it, I spend too much time around Corey and Gaz and they've got me perving on Jocks' arses)
Tall-ish
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
Fencing
Listening to music
Writing
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
FENCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Be with my friends
Get well
THREE CAREERS YOU'VE CONSIDERED:
archaeologist
nanny (long time ago!!!)
fencing coach
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON HOLIDAY:
Europe
Canada
Mataranca Thermal Springs-The Red Center.
THREE KIDS' NAMES YOU LIKE:
Girls:
Amy
Zoe
Jasmine (so I can shorten in to Jazz)
Boys:
Joshua
Sebastian
Matthew
(not 4 the reasons u think Corey)
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
Represent Oz in the Olympics 4 fencing
Be ranked 1st in the OPEN women's epee Nationally.
Travel heaps(and visit Pompeii Again)
THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY:
Like skulls and gross things
Like girls
Choose trousers over skirts/dresses
according to C's mum I hold my self masculinely! :P
THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A CHICK:
Boobs
Like boys
ummmmm
like dancing??? I dunno.
THREE CELEB CRUSHES:
Brad Pitt
Angelina Joalie
Jesse McCartney
Ok, now that's outta the way...
I woke up thismorning at about 3am to my bloody jack russel's craws clicking on the floor and it pissed me off coz I couldn't sleep so I watched RAGE and most of the music sucked!!!
I feel sicker than last week! :( I'm having trouble breathing which is annoying!
I went off at dad today coz he said something then added "you're an adult" so I shouted "if I'm an adult, then I'll fucking do what I want" and slamed the door rather theatrically. Then I opened it and said sorry before closing it quietly again and going to my room and playing angry music :P
I'm just sick of them deciding I'm an adult when it suites them, but when it's inconvenient, they convert my status back to 'child' Grrr!
Mum's off shopping with Abigail and I asked her to buy fimo for me so I can turn my suicide doll drawings into little models :D Mwahahaah! ---- She just got back and she didn't buy it :(
I'm actually in a good mood today :) I've decided that I'm depressed too often and it has to change!!! My life rocks really and I have no right to complain.
Onto other news, I talk to my niece Kassie (who lives with her Mum, step-dad and baby brother up in Canberra) regularly and she tells me everything so i started to pick up on the fact that she seems to have depression and my susspicions were confirmed when she made herself and e-mail account and the address included the letters: IWDOM and I asked her what they stand for and the said "I WANT DEATH ON MYSELF" and I told her Mum and they saw a specialist and apparently she has really suicidal tendecies and If she doesn't see a psychiatrist or something there's a big chance she'll suicide in her teens and I'm so glad I told Angie. Ok, I hope u didn't wast your time reading that bit :P Just me rambling and getting it off my chest.
I downloaded some new songs today and have played them over and over again :S Peter's getting sick of them :P Mwahahaha!
Watched some Anime animations-very funny :D
Dad's being a bossy sod today. Grrr.
I've decided to clean my room so I can actually walk in it! :P Throwing mass junk out. Plan to surprise Corey and Gaz time they're over so they can actually come in. :)
I've been browsing through some cook books and I've decided that it's time to learn ho to cook! :P Even I can't live on 2min noodles for my entire life!
Argh,Meds announced (semi-accidentally) to the entire class that I was home educated til yr 11 and they all looked at me like "how weeiiird" :P Eeeek. ^^
I think I should stop procrastinating and go clean my room.
*HUUUGS*
Luv Av.
P.S. this dude rocks: http://go-devil-dante.deviantart.com/
Byeeeeeeeee! :)
*HUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGS*
Said good-bye to Claudia yesterday! :'( *CRIES*
Saw Batman begins-cool but got a massive cramp in my leg which cained but Corey and Gaz were there and they helped me:) *HUUUUGS* both of you :)
Discovered a lesbian mag in a newsagent yesterday! :) Mass excitement!! :D
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
Losing my best friends and family
Having an accident and never being able to fence again
Accidentaly hurting the ones I love through my actions
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
My friends
Music
Time to daydream
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
Fluffy raibow slippers :S
Anime t-shirt
Black knickers
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:
Blink 182
Linkin Park
Missy Higgins
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS:
'All you wanted'-Michelle Branch
Any song by Blink 182, but definitely 'Adam's Song'
'One step closer'-Linkin Park
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
Friendship
trust
fun
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in no particular order):
I love the colour pink <--
I love fencing Epee
I miss my Dog Meg
Geez, I wonder which one's the lie?!) :P
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
Smile
Arse (damn it, I spend too much time around Corey and Gaz and they've got me perving on Jocks' arses)
Tall-ish
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
Fencing
Listening to music
Writing
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
FENCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Be with my friends
Get well
THREE CAREERS YOU'VE CONSIDERED:
archaeologist
nanny (long time ago!!!)
fencing coach
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON HOLIDAY:
Europe
Canada
Mataranca Thermal Springs-The Red Center.
THREE KIDS' NAMES YOU LIKE:
Girls:
Amy
Zoe
Jasmine (so I can shorten in to Jazz)
Boys:
Joshua
Sebastian
Matthew
(not 4 the reasons u think Corey)
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
Represent Oz in the Olympics 4 fencing
Be ranked 1st in the OPEN women's epee Nationally.
Travel heaps(and visit Pompeii Again)
THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY:
Like skulls and gross things
Like girls
Choose trousers over skirts/dresses
according to C's mum I hold my self masculinely! :P
THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A CHICK:
Boobs
Like boys
ummmmm
like dancing??? I dunno.
THREE CELEB CRUSHES:
Brad Pitt
Angelina Joalie
Jesse McCartney
Ok, now that's outta the way...
I woke up thismorning at about 3am to my bloody jack russel's craws clicking on the floor and it pissed me off coz I couldn't sleep so I watched RAGE and most of the music sucked!!!
I feel sicker than last week! :( I'm having trouble breathing which is annoying!
I went off at dad today coz he said something then added "you're an adult" so I shouted "if I'm an adult, then I'll fucking do what I want" and slamed the door rather theatrically. Then I opened it and said sorry before closing it quietly again and going to my room and playing angry music :P
I'm just sick of them deciding I'm an adult when it suites them, but when it's inconvenient, they convert my status back to 'child' Grrr!
Mum's off shopping with Abigail and I asked her to buy fimo for me so I can turn my suicide doll drawings into little models :D Mwahahaah! ---- She just got back and she didn't buy it :(
I'm actually in a good mood today :) I've decided that I'm depressed too often and it has to change!!! My life rocks really and I have no right to complain.
Onto other news, I talk to my niece Kassie (who lives with her Mum, step-dad and baby brother up in Canberra) regularly and she tells me everything so i started to pick up on the fact that she seems to have depression and my susspicions were confirmed when she made herself and e-mail account and the address included the letters: IWDOM and I asked her what they stand for and the said "I WANT DEATH ON MYSELF" and I told her Mum and they saw a specialist and apparently she has really suicidal tendecies and If she doesn't see a psychiatrist or something there's a big chance she'll suicide in her teens and I'm so glad I told Angie. Ok, I hope u didn't wast your time reading that bit :P Just me rambling and getting it off my chest.
I downloaded some new songs today and have played them over and over again :S Peter's getting sick of them :P Mwahahaha!
Watched some Anime animations-very funny :D
Dad's being a bossy sod today. Grrr.
I've decided to clean my room so I can actually walk in it! :P Throwing mass junk out. Plan to surprise Corey and Gaz time they're over so they can actually come in. :)
I've been browsing through some cook books and I've decided that it's time to learn ho to cook! :P Even I can't live on 2min noodles for my entire life!
Argh,Meds announced (semi-accidentally) to the entire class that I was home educated til yr 11 and they all looked at me like "how weeiiird" :P Eeeek. ^^
I think I should stop procrastinating and go clean my room.
*HUUUGS*
Luv Av.
P.S. this dude rocks: http://go-devil-dante.deviantart.com/
Byeeeeeeeee! :)
*HUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGS*