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hey
damn i sound super dumb in some of these old entries
oh well, can't delete my past (like i deleted my facebook). well i could. but that seems wrong.
life since graduation hasn't been too easy. i found a job after a year of just doing miscellaneous shit.. been working here for a year and a couple months now... @ LexisNexis.
i haven't really felt like i have done much for myself though, it feels like i keep running in circles sorta. i feel like i need to be going on some epic journey for self-realization and reflection. i thought maybe i could hike the entire appalachian trail to figure it (or me) out. but the bills just don't 'disappear' and i'm betting i'm worth more dead than alive as of this point. $35,000 in student loans, a new car at an obnoxiously high interest rate, insurance, phone, etc. etc... i'm sick of living my life around money.
i want to move to asheville soon, and if i can't get to asheville, i want to just move to asia or something cool like that. see some new things.
well.. time to go for now..
damn i sound super dumb in some of these old entries
oh well, can't delete my past (like i deleted my facebook). well i could. but that seems wrong.
life since graduation hasn't been too easy. i found a job after a year of just doing miscellaneous shit.. been working here for a year and a couple months now... @ LexisNexis.
i haven't really felt like i have done much for myself though, it feels like i keep running in circles sorta. i feel like i need to be going on some epic journey for self-realization and reflection. i thought maybe i could hike the entire appalachian trail to figure it (or me) out. but the bills just don't 'disappear' and i'm betting i'm worth more dead than alive as of this point. $35,000 in student loans, a new car at an obnoxiously high interest rate, insurance, phone, etc. etc... i'm sick of living my life around money.
i want to move to asheville soon, and if i can't get to asheville, i want to just move to asia or something cool like that. see some new things.
well.. time to go for now..