Aug 13, 2008 11:23
Have not been on here in a while. Popped up in my dream as a television sponsor, I figured I'd come back to write. This summer is almost over. I'm feeling very anxious about next year, even more so now that it approaches in a little under two weeks. This anxiety is coming up in my sleeping habits, as I drift off (if I cannot drink myself to sleep) around 5 or 6 o'clock in the morning. I have been having very strange dreams. Dreams about the past, the future, and the future that will never happen.. only because it is, in fact, just a dream. Unconscious thoughts swerving around my brain like some never-ending circle. I guess nothing else can be expected, right? I know I am not the only one in this world with problems.. oil prices sky high, foreclosure rate increasing, war in the Middle East, and now in Georgia.. all over really. If the world really is going to end when the Mayans say so.. December 2012, I guess all this stuff happening now is just a premonition.
But as I try to force the negative out of my brain and convince myself to, once again, become an optimist, there are some things to look forward to not only in my life, but in the progression of human beings. I have faith humans can choose to be good, and do good things. That is all that matters, right?
Hope you're well.