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1. post anonymously unless linking to a fill posted somewhere else
2. use the subject line to indicate pairing (in alphabetical order using stage names i.e.baekhyun/chanyeol) prompt details go in the comment.
3. use necessary content warnings
4. do not embed on meme. link to images/videos. label nsfw content.
5. do not repost prompts ( Read more... )
it's the same dream he's had about the accident. he's standing on the pavement in front of the road crossing, waiting for the lights to turn green. everything seems peaceful; there's a cyclist approaching the junction, a girl walking with her mother, a group of boys playing balls in the field nearby. it's a perfect sunday morning.
then, suddenly, everything moves so fast. yifan can only make out the blurry motion of a ball rolling towards the road, then there's a boy running after it and yifan hears his own voice screaming. he sees a red car speeding towards the boy's direction. yifan doesn't even stop to think when he runs to grab the boy and push him away from the road. he turns just in time for the car to screech to a stop but it's too late. when yifan is hit by that car, all he sees is a glimpse of its driver; young, pale-faced and shocked.
"luhan!"
yifan opens his eyes and sees darkness. no matter where he looks, darkness is all his eyes can decipher. yifan panics for a moment. in his rush to get off the bed, he trips over his blanket and falls--
"yifan! calm down! why are you screaming?" luhan's voice rings near his ears and yifan feels himself being shaken. luhan begins to rub soothing circles on yifan's back and the latter wraps his arms around luhan's warm torso, burying his face at the hollow of the other's shoulder.
"i dreamed of the accident, luhan," yifan murmurs against luhan's neck. "i've always been dreaming of the accident but this time it's different. i think i saw the person who hit me."
"oh," luhan whispers, squirming slightly when yifan's breath tickles his neck.
a long stretch of silence surrounds them. yifan doesn't know which is more intriguing; luhan's natural scent lingering around his nostrils, the way luhan's hands fisting at his shirt or the way his heart murmuring luhan's name in every beat. his senses awaken every time he holds luhan in his arms like this. it's almost picturesque.
"luhan," yifan says as he retreats, keeping luhan in an arm's length. his eyes try to focus, try to look for luhan. there's only darkness but he knows his gaze is on luhan now. "can i touch your face?"
yifan feels luhan grabbing at his wrists and his palms clasp at something he only could assume as luhan's cheeks. he inhales sharply as his fingers trace the outline of luhan's face; the smooth bridge of his nose, the slight flutter of his eyelashes, the soft texture of his lips, the long hair framing his face.
"you're beautiful," yifan smiles, his thumb caressing at luhan's cheek gently.
"yifan," luhan whispers, his voice quivering slightly. "can i kiss you?"
it's yifan who leans down to capture luhan's lips. he misses a fraction; his lips grazing the corner of luhan's mouth and luhan giggles. yifan lets out a growl before finally pressing his mouth tentatively on luhan's lips to swallow his quiet mewls.
--
yifan is still afraid. he's afraid to face the outside world. it's much better to stay caged inside the comfort of his own apartment than dealing with judgmental gazes of some strangers. luhan tries a few times to bring him out, but yifan pushes luhan's hands away, refusing to let the other see his weakness. luhan tries again.
"why are you so persistant?" yifan shouts, a little too loud. "i don't want to go out."
"i'll be with you, yifan," luhan says, voice cracking. "you can't lock yourself inside the house forever. besides, it will help you overcome your trauma, your pain."
yifan hugs his knees like a little child and buries his face in his arms, trying to block out luhan's words. he ignores luhan's gentle touches on his arm. he disregards luhan's pleading voice as the other apologizes again and again and again--
yifan raises his head, looking beyond luhan's face in confusion. why did luhan keep on apologizing?
"yifan, i was the one who hit you."
--
yifan still dreams. now he knows that he's been dreaming of luhan. and now he wishes he could dream of luhan's smiles, not his tears. every time he wakes up with a start, luhan is there beside him, coaxing him with gentle coos and murmurs of assurance and kissing him until he's asleep.
yifan can lose his sight a thousand times, but he could never lose luhan.
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fin.
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Thank you so much for filling this! It was beautiful, really, and it totally made my day. I love you! ^ω^
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