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Chen was after a dance practice. He was worn out since he was the worst dancer in the group and had to practice twice as the rest did. The only good thing was that voice lessons were in the afternoon and he could end the training two hours before his band mates. They tried to sound acceptable while he could go for a bubble tea with Yifan.
They were heading to Chen's dorm when Yifan wrapped his arm around Chen's waist. He became clingy lately.
"What are you doing, hyung?" He pretended to complain.
"I'm going to miss you." He said and Chen felt blood rush to his cheeks.
"You know... It's not that I'm going across the ocean."
Yifan laughed along with Chen.
"I am busiest more and more now. Once you'll debut you won't have time at all. There won't be coffee or bubble tea evenings anymore."
Chen rolled his eyes. "Hyung, you know I will always find the time for you?" He said though he knew he shouldn't. It could convince him to trying. But Yifan looked away, suddenly interested in an ugly, already leafless tree. Chen decided to change the topic.
"Hyung," he singsonged. "Could you help me with groceries?" After all he was in a good mood that day. "They stayed, voice practicing again and our fridge has only the light inside. I was chosen for this unpleasant journey to the shop..." He whined.
Yifan smiled. It was a warm smile that reached his eyes. "Sure," he answered.
~★~
Chen put rice on the shelf when he heard Yifan mumbling.
"I have something to tell you."
He cursed in his head.
"Yes, hyung?" He asked but he was panicking. He turned his back to him, knowing well he was being rude.
He focused on washing apples like it was the most important thing in the world. But he shouldn't ignore Yifan. He noticed hands on both his sides. He leaved apples and turned around, afraid to face Yifan but knowing that once he set his mind there's no point in running away.
"Hyung?"
He raised his head to look at him. And regreted it the exact moment they locked their eyes. Chen was never really thinking of it but Yifan was b e a u t i f u l. He had everything that made one lose breath from just staring. Chen almost forgot how to breath. Yifan was too close. He never was so close before. He never had to face him in such an intimate mood.
He was staring at Chen, eyes seeing through his soul. Chen lost long before Yifan made any obvious move. He lost when he felt those long fingers on his waist. Then he lost when those fingers pulled him closer to Yifan's hot body. He lost one more time when he felt his lips on his own.
"Let me... Just once..." He heard before Yifan joined their lips together.
The only move he was able to do was to throw himself into this embrace, with eyes closed, not even responding to a hungry kiss.
Yifan misunderstood obviously. He pulled away with a pained expression.
"I'm sorry, Jongdae..." He whispered brushing his cheeks with his fingers. Trying to show with every part of him how sorry he felt. Chen saw only a great pain in his eyes. "I'm sorry."
He left.
He fucking left.
Chen couldn't stop him. He was barely standing on his own. His mind went blank. He knew it will be this way and that's why he didn't want it. He wanted them to be friends. Best friends. Nothing more. So he won't have to go through those heartbreaks anymore.
"Yifan, I hate you," he whispered knowing it's already the opposite.
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