Post: Intangible side
Do you ever wonder what it'd be like if you lost your memory? And you had your livejournal to go back on.
Would make me wish I took better journals, I guess.
Then you'd get to learn about yourself through the same perception that all of your LJ readers have.
Part of me will always desire to lose my memory. If I learn what happened to me as a third party observer it wouldn't pin me down. I'd be able to learn from it so much more easily. And it wouldn't cloud my thoughts each and every day.
It's a little different than wanting to remove something from your memory. It's wanting to reprogram your memories so that you still know them, but they're as if you never directly experienced them.
I wonder if this is one of the ways multiple personalities spawn..
Would make me wish I took better journals, I guess.
Then you'd get to learn about yourself through the same perception that all of your LJ readers have.
Part of me will always desire to lose my memory. If I learn what happened to me as a third party observer it wouldn't pin me down. I'd be able to learn from it so much more easily. And it wouldn't cloud my thoughts each and every day.
It's a little different than wanting to remove something from your memory. It's wanting to reprogram your memories so that you still know them, but they're as if you never directly experienced them.
I wonder if this is one of the ways multiple personalities spawn..