DAY SIX 💫 #34 A Good Day in One Hundred

[exohousewarming]

Prompt number : 34
Title : A Good Day in One Hundred
Pairing : D.O./Kai
Rating : NC-17
Warning : (if any) self-harm, blood, underage drinking, depression, rimming, blindfolds, body worship, a liiiiiiitle bit of breathplay and foot fetish if you squint and hold it at a distance
Word count : 4,715
Summary: Kyungsoo convinced himself that

Comments

[dkyngsoo]

Reading this hurt my heart so much but it hurt me good. I cried a couple of times because of Kyungsoo's insecurities. I love that you focused on their feelings, their relationship. Their argument when they broke up was so realistic and relatable. And I could tell that neither of them meant to hurt each other, but Kyungsoo's own issues with himself, his uncertainty, made everything worse and feel so much more. I also loved how when he cut himself, it wasn't intentional, but that it made an impact on him, that later in life, when he was feeling trapped, even though he has a good life, he still feels incomplete, like he never healed at all. And maybe he doesn't. Even with the love he has, even with Jongin, he isn't fine... and it really breaks my heart because Jongin loves him so much, but Kyungsoo doesn't love himself enough. I know a lot of people live like this, having a humble life, or even everything they need, but they don't still feel whole. I wonder if Kyungsoo ever will, or if he will always be asking 'what if'.... it's sad that he seems to have regrets about the path he chose. It's not surprising, we all wonder about it, which is probably why we never feel satisfied, always wanting for more, always comparing ourselves to others, or the us that could have been...

This is such a great fic. It's simple, but has so much depth. Thank you for writing it! I really enjoyed reading it :)