FUCK.
I feel like I should stop trying to find other ways to let this frustration out and just put it down in here.
I've been in and out of the doctors for weeks. Every weekend I wake up early and go in and get poked and prodded. I am tired of it. First I thought it was my thyroid, then it's blood work, then they tell me it's Celiac's disease. Then I have to get an biopsy.. now I wait for results. 10-12 days for results to find out you are poisoning yourself is pure torture. And to boot I've already worked 50 hours this week.
To make things worse...I just ate dinner. I made myself a tuna melt (soy cheese, 7 grain bread, tuna salad with olive oil mayonnaise, celery and banana peppers) grilled on the George Foreman. I now have the worst stomach ache known to man. My stomach is also bloated and huge right now. This has also happened every night for the last 2 weeks. Three or Four of the Fourteen nights I woke up at 6 am on the dot to BLINDING stomach pain. I will lay there curl into a ball and eventually it will go away and I can get back to sleep.
So now I sit here, it has officially been 7 days since they did the biopsy. Meaning it could be almost another week before I know. Tomorrow is my Friday and I don't feel like I could do another day after that. I want to call in sick. It takes every bone in my body not to call in sick actually. I feel like maybe I'm crazy, or maybe I'm just suffering and tired. Who knows.
I'm sorry for whining. I'm sorry for bitching, etc. etc.
I've been in and out of the doctors for weeks. Every weekend I wake up early and go in and get poked and prodded. I am tired of it. First I thought it was my thyroid, then it's blood work, then they tell me it's Celiac's disease. Then I have to get an biopsy.. now I wait for results. 10-12 days for results to find out you are poisoning yourself is pure torture. And to boot I've already worked 50 hours this week.
To make things worse...I just ate dinner. I made myself a tuna melt (soy cheese, 7 grain bread, tuna salad with olive oil mayonnaise, celery and banana peppers) grilled on the George Foreman. I now have the worst stomach ache known to man. My stomach is also bloated and huge right now. This has also happened every night for the last 2 weeks. Three or Four of the Fourteen nights I woke up at 6 am on the dot to BLINDING stomach pain. I will lay there curl into a ball and eventually it will go away and I can get back to sleep.
So now I sit here, it has officially been 7 days since they did the biopsy. Meaning it could be almost another week before I know. Tomorrow is my Friday and I don't feel like I could do another day after that. I want to call in sick. It takes every bone in my body not to call in sick actually. I feel like maybe I'm crazy, or maybe I'm just suffering and tired. Who knows.
I'm sorry for whining. I'm sorry for bitching, etc. etc.