To: whoever decides to read this
i cant think anymore. i just.....can't think. why am i always so depressed? why is it that i find one great thing in life....and it just vanishes on me. only to be replaced by another great thing......which does the same thing.
i'm tired. i'm so tired. smiles on the outside. all the time. happy happy happy, fun fun fun. the inside of my heart and mind is a torment. i'm lost. i know where everything is, but i can't see it anymore.
nobody understands. yeah, that sounds cliche....but nobody does. it works both ways. the things you feel i will never understand either. everybody feels things differently. but it's that same reason that nobody understands why i get so frustrated.
if you could just understand. understand. then i would have a little more comfort.
if i could do one thing in life to explain everything and anything on how i feel.....my head would literally explode. explode all over the walls. all over the floor. all over the ceiling. all over your face. and you STILL wouldn't understand.
i die. i die every night. i FUCKING DIE.
i'm tired. i'm so tired. smiles on the outside. all the time. happy happy happy, fun fun fun. the inside of my heart and mind is a torment. i'm lost. i know where everything is, but i can't see it anymore.
nobody understands. yeah, that sounds cliche....but nobody does. it works both ways. the things you feel i will never understand either. everybody feels things differently. but it's that same reason that nobody understands why i get so frustrated.
if you could just understand. understand. then i would have a little more comfort.
if i could do one thing in life to explain everything and anything on how i feel.....my head would literally explode. explode all over the walls. all over the floor. all over the ceiling. all over your face. and you STILL wouldn't understand.
i die. i die every night. i FUCKING DIE.