... No Need to Be Fooling Yourself...

Dec 12, 2007 15:30

Wow, it has been a hot minute since I last updated. I have come to realize that either my life is very interesting or I seem to think so and make a big deal out of the smallest details. Maybe its a mixture of both. So here we go, I'm going to do my best and keep this short and sweet...

Sergey, we were together for 2 months. I dumped him last week. it was fun while it lasted. I blame myself for getting into this one, I was too hasty. I think I began to notice that I didn't really like him gradually , he is a very cute guy but he has certain unattractive qualities. Whatever, ill probably forget I ever even dated this one, so I'm logging it now, haha. Sadly, no real feelings were attached to this one, NEXT!

The Attack: I had finished work that day, went to the gym, dropped by Whole Foods to pick up some sushi to bring to Deans house. Well, as I got out of the subway to Deans, I walked 2 blocks... And was attacked by 7 black dudes. Yup, it really sucked. They stole my phone and my iPod, which I had just bought 4 month ago to replace the one before it that got stolen too! I only suffered minor cuts, bruises and a swollen ankle.

Dean and Chew did their best to cheer me up, it worked! But it wasn't long before I began to get very depressed. I mean, what if they hadn't released me when they did? If no one had called for help, what would have happened to me? What if they had taken my life or left me to bleed to death? I do consider myself quite lucky... "Those guys are lucky I wasn't there to kick their asses" Chew said as he assumed a karate stance. "Actually, I think it would be me and Turo who would be kicking ass while you'd be like a giant turtle on your back helplessly screaming for help!" added Dean. Haha, the image is quite funny actually...

The Birthday Party: Oh Jesus, what a day it was. Many people showed up, it was awesome, too bad I don't remember much. And it doesn't help that my digital camera was stolen at the party either (I see a pattern here!). Highlights! I made out with Dan very passionately while everyone looked on. Apparently my behavior sent 2 people home and left one with this image burned into his head because he really liked me, but now, who knows. Apparently I had also made out with 2 others! One was Dennis and the other, I have no idea! Masaki showed up, this dude I dated recently who I didn't want to come. Yuichiro was talking to him and I gave them both the nastiest looks ever. I think that in the state I was in I would have fought Masaki! Why? Because he came to my party when we clearly stopped seeing each other and I didn't think being friends was a good idea. Who am I kidding? The real reason I was mad was because... He rejected me. It was nice and all until I began criticizing his drug use. Yes, drugs. He does "E", but rarely, he claims. I guess I shouldn't have been so harsh about it, especially if I like the guy, but maybe that's why I was trying to convince him to stop. Eh, whatever. George came to the rescue and drove me home... Thanks George. He really is a nice guy, and even though Sergey kinda came between us being friends, I'm glad I wouldn't let George cut me off.

Guess what! Yesterday I was super productive! The day before I was doing homework on schools. Well yesterday I have requested my transcripts be sent to KCC, received my immunization papers via fax, and now all I need to do is go to the office and register for Spring term! I don't know why I waited so long to do it, but its getting done.

What have I been doing with myself? I have no effing idea. I'm a mess, still am. But I'm finally working on it people. I have lost a lot of weight, I'm a waist 31 now, from a waist 34! Damn! I'm going to Lithuania January 25th, its gonna be awesome to go back to the motherland. With college, the plan is to take care of my generals and then transfer to Brooklyn College. At this moment, I'm looking at getting my BA in Film Production (yep, that's going to be my major) in 2011. Damn, ill be 25 then! But you know what? Better late than never! I need to stop fooling myself that I can take it easy, because honestly I can't unless I make this happen. Wish me luck people! And pray for me that I don't get all lazy, falling into another slump again... Cuz I'm finally out!
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