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My heart is being really weird. It's beating super hard and kinda fast, but you can't feel it against my chest if your hand was there. It's like it jumped further back in my body. But you can actually see my wrist pulsating. I don't know why it's doing that.
Anyway, my dad is gone until Sunday or Monday, and my mom is leaving tomorrow afternoon until Sunday sometime. I might just die. Oh yeah, and for once, when I adamantly don't want to go down to SD, they're not here to care. Damn it all!
I saw Brent the other day at Barnes & Noble. I went in after my After Hours interview and bought a Frap, then sat in one of the fiction isles and read a book. He hovered most of the time I was there. Made my heart race and my tummy do flips. But something just seemed weird, or off.
Anyway, my dad is gone until Sunday or Monday, and my mom is leaving tomorrow afternoon until Sunday sometime. I might just die. Oh yeah, and for once, when I adamantly don't want to go down to SD, they're not here to care. Damn it all!
I saw Brent the other day at Barnes & Noble. I went in after my After Hours interview and bought a Frap, then sat in one of the fiction isles and read a book. He hovered most of the time I was there. Made my heart race and my tummy do flips. But something just seemed weird, or off.