Oct 14, 2008 11:56
My beloved has returned from her trip. I still can't face her. She is as cute and charming as ever. I wish I could tell her how much I've missed her and still love her. I did PM her through Skype but it was all work-related.
The last personal message I've sent her was through Gmail, last month. Other than that, a few text messages before she left.
Sigh... I'm so stupid, why can't I face her? How come she is still so confident after all this time? She was wrong all this time. She used to tell me that she was a weak person, but in reality she is stronger than I can ever be. Stronger, more intelligent and more mature. The very things that made me fall for her in the first place.
I love you and I don't care if I have to live my life alone from now on, but my heart will always and still be yours. Where will I be and where will you be when I hear the last beating of my heart?