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i need to see everyone. now. so many close friends that mean so much to me are just gone. gah.
whenever i make plans to see any of them the same old depression and shit gets in the way.
i feel like im two different people. the real me...then the fucked up me. the real me desprately needs to see everyone, but the fucked up me wants to isolate.... and usually wins.
so yeah, im fucking going crazy.
whenever i make plans to see any of them the same old depression and shit gets in the way.
i feel like im two different people. the real me...then the fucked up me. the real me desprately needs to see everyone, but the fucked up me wants to isolate.... and usually wins.
so yeah, im fucking going crazy.