if you thought i was a complete bitch before...
so im in the car with my mom. i feel like complete shit and every little thing that shes doing is setting me off. i just bite my tongue for a while but eventually after half an hour of her being a complete lunatic i cave and end up talking/swearing being an irritable bitch. my mom then tells me she knows that im depressed and she'll leave me alone when im like this, but asked why i couldnt at least respect her by not swearing.
my reply was "cause i dont give a damn, so why dont you go fuck yourself."
it was at this point that i almost broke down and started to feel completely worthless, helpless and hopeless, but i realised the sick humor in the fact that i was actually telling my mother to fuck herself on christmas eve... it was at that point that i laughed and added: "Merry Christmas"
i think that im going insane.
or mabye im just a horrible person.
my reply was "cause i dont give a damn, so why dont you go fuck yourself."
it was at this point that i almost broke down and started to feel completely worthless, helpless and hopeless, but i realised the sick humor in the fact that i was actually telling my mother to fuck herself on christmas eve... it was at that point that i laughed and added: "Merry Christmas"
i think that im going insane.
or mabye im just a horrible person.