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Oh my fucking god- it was soooooo good to see bethany and panda... and ben, martin, jon and to meet ren(i guess- he seemed cool, and i thought that he actually was kinda cute in a ...cute-ish way?).
BBBAAAAHHHHHHHH. I was so relieved today; Went to my riding lesson and Tom was- for lack of a better word----sympathetic?!! When I apologised he actually PUT HIS HAND ON MY SHOULDER and was like: "Oh, don't worry about it, I'd just assumed that it was some kind of communication problem." I feel like such an ass for blowing everything out of proportion (as usual). Why do I fucking do that???!!!! Just to think that I was all ready to stop riding over a fucking email that Joan sent, when she was just bitchy and trying to guilt trip me. And I KNOW Joan, she can sound aggravated and intimidating when shes wishing you habby birthday for fucks sake. Tom didn't give one SHIT about the whole thing. Stupid me.
I had an awsome lesson today- yay for shoulder in. WOOT!
Stuff is as good as its ever been with Phil.
You are all comming to a cryptic warning gig on september 12th in worcester... all ages!!!
fwush.
BBBAAAAHHHHHHHH. I was so relieved today; Went to my riding lesson and Tom was- for lack of a better word----sympathetic?!! When I apologised he actually PUT HIS HAND ON MY SHOULDER and was like: "Oh, don't worry about it, I'd just assumed that it was some kind of communication problem." I feel like such an ass for blowing everything out of proportion (as usual). Why do I fucking do that???!!!! Just to think that I was all ready to stop riding over a fucking email that Joan sent, when she was just bitchy and trying to guilt trip me. And I KNOW Joan, she can sound aggravated and intimidating when shes wishing you habby birthday for fucks sake. Tom didn't give one SHIT about the whole thing. Stupid me.
I had an awsome lesson today- yay for shoulder in. WOOT!
Stuff is as good as its ever been with Phil.
You are all comming to a cryptic warning gig on september 12th in worcester... all ages!!!
fwush.