Letter to a person I have not yet met.

[existentialistx]

I am a quiet, reserved man who can be shy and tense before I feel comfortable. I do find singularity of lovers a restriction in many ways as humans are more than a species made for sole contacts for their entirety of life. I am passionate and devoted when I find someone or something worth that devotion. I am not a martyr for a cause, but instead a progenitor who is misunderstood. A suffering, starving artist who barely makes the bills yet spends as though I am one of extravagance. I only want the best, with the best, from the best. If you believe you can thoroughly satisfy me, I am yours for the taking. Anytime, any place, as long as its worth the effort I endure and am willing to spend. I do not keep schedules, and I do not set dates, but rather time frames and hope that they succeed. I stay up late and shy away from early mornings that bring me back to the harsh reality of a working world. I am not driven by any type of materialism yet only desire the best of what life should and can offer. If you tend to my desires, I am yours forever and will work constantly to do the same. I am a philanthropist and a humanitarian in other ways than being selfless, yet I strive to make my cause the one that changes people, fulfills them, gives them new hope and ideals to revolutionize their mind, bodies, and spirits. I believe that all people are beautiful. Not conventionally, but somewhere in their hearts lies the purity to keep up with the things that they do, whether tragic or sufferable. I hope that this message finds you well, as I know that I can bring a new sensation to your life. I can make your life fulfilled in as many ways as you could never think possible, and I will continue to change you from the second you meet me until the day you forget my existence. I hope I can be the one that does all this and more. I am a tragic being brought to a new understanding of suffering and humility. I have fought, am fighting, will battle future days; addiction has consumed my life and ruined it, stained my soul with the unbearable feelings of regret and sadness. I hope you can keep me from these things as people have kept you from your life. We will work together to barrier our lives from the world outside, or at least its downfalls. We will become invincible and immortal in our own silent ways. Bring comletion to me and I will never forget your heart. I will never give you any reason to doubt me again.

You're the yellow bird that I've been waiting for.