Been crying for 3 days in a row now
That must be a new record or something.
My grandpa's funeral was 2 days, and yesterday was the day I got my SPM* results. I went back to highschool to get them.
Granted, it wasn't that bad, but when everyone to the left and right of you are getting straight A's you tend to feel a little stupid, you know?
I followed evryone to McDonald's to 'celebrate'. But because I felt like crap yesterday, I orderd a large set (never could finish it before) and it somehow made me feel better. A little.
My results weren't as good as I thought. I even did better than this during the trials. WHAT THE FUCK WENT WRONG? ;A;
And worse, after that, my mom even called me for a lecture, which suddenly turned into a heart-to-heart. And the tears just won't stop.
I think my mom is afraid of me commiting suicide or something. I'm still in college now and she just called to make sure I'm okay. O3O
But yeah, I think I'll feel much better today, if everyone would stop talking about it. Like I don't understand whats there to be sad of if they're doing so great. They got 9A's and a B and they're crying all over the place. =3=
Crying makes me tired. I need sleep, but I still have classes after this. ;A;
*SPM is one of those overrated public exams which will, apparently decide your future. Like I said, I think its a little overrated. Its the equivalent of O-levels, I think.