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I realized sex is fucking worthless and pointless.I fuck to fill a void.Ive spent the last few years of my adult life giving myself to someone.Why?Love?What the fuck is love?People like me dont experience love.Im a fucking vanity assassin.I am for myself and only myself.I have truly realized i use,and i like to use people.
I will live my life alone..I dont want anyone.Ive tried,Ive tried to settle.People annoy me too much for me to settle with anyone but myself.
I thought i was in love..I was one big mistake.She was one big mistake.I was one big mistake for her,and vice versa.Why live your life with someone when you arent happy?When both people are with the other to not be alone.People cant love each other in a physical,emotional and mental abusive relationship.It fucked me up beyond recognition.2 and a half years.For what?So i can now truly understand i want to be alone.I want to sleep alone and dream alone?People should not need someone to fill a void.I should not have to need someone to fill a void.I used people to make myself feel not alone.Never again.
Fuck everyone..All i need is myself,the VANITY ASSASSIN.
And to who i used: I am truly sorry.
I will live my life alone..I dont want anyone.Ive tried,Ive tried to settle.People annoy me too much for me to settle with anyone but myself.
I thought i was in love..I was one big mistake.She was one big mistake.I was one big mistake for her,and vice versa.Why live your life with someone when you arent happy?When both people are with the other to not be alone.People cant love each other in a physical,emotional and mental abusive relationship.It fucked me up beyond recognition.2 and a half years.For what?So i can now truly understand i want to be alone.I want to sleep alone and dream alone?People should not need someone to fill a void.I should not have to need someone to fill a void.I used people to make myself feel not alone.Never again.
Fuck everyone..All i need is myself,the VANITY ASSASSIN.
And to who i used: I am truly sorry.