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So.Last night i got out of work at 10:30.Jumped into my car.Missed call.Check my missed calls and "Evorie" called at 1:30 pm,been at work since noon.Listened to the voice messsage.She was crying saying she really needed to talk to me.My stomach dropped.Now let me explain this to you.
I finally realized it was over between my ex and I at the end of October.It had been over for a while but i still had hope cause i loved this gal.Well My ex got up and left after she met some dude online.I hate being alone so i found a gal named Evorie.We had been talking online before my Ex left so i decided to try and take it one step further with Evorie.So i said "Fuck the Ex" and Started seeing Evorie on a regular basis.Well she was spending the night 5 nights in a row,and i was like "woah" hold on a minute.I thought to myself "you know i like my privacy,i dont mind being alone,ive been in a relationship over 2 1/2 years,why rush into another one."
So i started to call Evorie less and less.Finally at 3 a.m in the morning she shows up at my door.Being the chicken shit i am,i let her in.We messed around,had unprotected sex(GOD DAMNIT!USE CONDOMS).Well My ex was my first,and we never used protection in 2 1/2 years we were together.I thought maybe i was the pullout master and i couldnt get a chick pregnant.So me and Evorie did the deed.After that i started to completely ignore her.She was becoming too attached and i didnt want to be with anyone,i wanted to be alone.So yesterday she tells me she is pregnant.I almost fucking Wrecked my car.What the fuck was i supposed to do?Not wanting to be with this gal,no future with her,its impossible to have the kid.Dont get me wrong,i love and adore children,i want nothing more than a little daughter,but its impossible right now.I am very anti-abortion,but you cant bring a child into this world without a loving "set" of parents.She said she also wanted the abortion.I told her id go with her.Well i couldnt sleep for shit last night.My parents are old fashioned,and even though i live alone,they had to know.Well i told them and was very surprised they handled it rather well.I guess the whole point of this is....
Dont just screw a chick for the fuck of it.And if you do please please please use protection.
I finally realized it was over between my ex and I at the end of October.It had been over for a while but i still had hope cause i loved this gal.Well My ex got up and left after she met some dude online.I hate being alone so i found a gal named Evorie.We had been talking online before my Ex left so i decided to try and take it one step further with Evorie.So i said "Fuck the Ex" and Started seeing Evorie on a regular basis.Well she was spending the night 5 nights in a row,and i was like "woah" hold on a minute.I thought to myself "you know i like my privacy,i dont mind being alone,ive been in a relationship over 2 1/2 years,why rush into another one."
So i started to call Evorie less and less.Finally at 3 a.m in the morning she shows up at my door.Being the chicken shit i am,i let her in.We messed around,had unprotected sex(GOD DAMNIT!USE CONDOMS).Well My ex was my first,and we never used protection in 2 1/2 years we were together.I thought maybe i was the pullout master and i couldnt get a chick pregnant.So me and Evorie did the deed.After that i started to completely ignore her.She was becoming too attached and i didnt want to be with anyone,i wanted to be alone.So yesterday she tells me she is pregnant.I almost fucking Wrecked my car.What the fuck was i supposed to do?Not wanting to be with this gal,no future with her,its impossible to have the kid.Dont get me wrong,i love and adore children,i want nothing more than a little daughter,but its impossible right now.I am very anti-abortion,but you cant bring a child into this world without a loving "set" of parents.She said she also wanted the abortion.I told her id go with her.Well i couldnt sleep for shit last night.My parents are old fashioned,and even though i live alone,they had to know.Well i told them and was very surprised they handled it rather well.I guess the whole point of this is....
Dont just screw a chick for the fuck of it.And if you do please please please use protection.