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Lately I will forget to eat, become violently hungry, and then lose my appetite after I've made food. I don't know what it means, but it causes me to not be able to go to sleep because I'm hungry, and then I end up not eating what I've cooked.
I miss Victor. I really hope he's not the kind of boy to cheat. "Different area codes" and what-not..
I feel like I had a very important, meaningful dream but I can't remember it. Like it is at the very edge of my memory but I can't recall it, and I feel that the next time I go to sleep, it'll be erased forever. I really feel like I need to know what it was. I don't feel like it was a good dream.
Victor is gone and Jillian is in Ocala. I feel the way I did in the beginning of last semester.. alone, uncomfortable and [unintentionally] ostracized.
And having Jared here for another four days isn't helping matters.
I miss Victor. I really hope he's not the kind of boy to cheat. "Different area codes" and what-not..
I feel like I had a very important, meaningful dream but I can't remember it. Like it is at the very edge of my memory but I can't recall it, and I feel that the next time I go to sleep, it'll be erased forever. I really feel like I need to know what it was. I don't feel like it was a good dream.
Victor is gone and Jillian is in Ocala. I feel the way I did in the beginning of last semester.. alone, uncomfortable and [unintentionally] ostracized.
And having Jared here for another four days isn't helping matters.