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[exiledmo]

Have you ever been so attached, that a simple harmful thought makes you sick to your stomach? The idea that what you cherish may be taken from you. Something that means so much, and how easily it can be ripped from your hands. Have your dreams been replaced by tears and your hopes covered up by fears? Have you ever found the one thing in life that as a center point generated the happiness and caring that you have never had until it came along? They say that you never know what you've got until you cannot have it anymore, and maybe that is what kharma is doing. To ensure that I do not lose sight and take advantage of what I have and what means so much to me, akasha is giving a hard jolt so that I see how much it really does mean to me. Has the thing you've been attached to so much ever been someone rather than something? Maybe I am looking at this through selfish eyes. What if I am the something being ripped away. What if this heartache is not mine alone.
Thus begins test four. She.