painless emotiion sifting through my soul...
I really don't know the emotions I'm feeling... I have a pretty balanced life right now...for the most part.
I mean there are plenty of things putting a damper on my sunshine...haha...but I am generically happy too... I am just confused...
good stuff:
**Kray called yesterday and we're hanging out today, and we're gonna go to kings island on the 12th of August and see modest mouse.
**I leave for camp on the 1st of August
** We have an antagonist meeting today so I can see some people...(laurel,katie,gena,charley,derek,bethy,izzy,lilith etc...)
**toby gets back on the 16th i think.
BAD STUFF:
**Heather is being all bitchy to me...
**I'm stranded at home
**I am way too confused
Okay, so maybe it's not quite balanced... I was hoping it would be. I am going to paper today, radio tomorrow,and then to see the village on Friday, I hope that'll be cool, and then going to a party on Saturday...(thats when it is gena) and then I'm gone...
I want icecream...
I don't feel like I'd even bleed if I got cut, I think water would come out...... I hate this feeling...
There are/were so many things I wanted to accomplish this summer, and I have so much remorse for not completeing them...I feel empty...I don't like it at all... It makes me feel horrible...not even poregasms can cheer me....
later
*~Amber~*
I mean there are plenty of things putting a damper on my sunshine...haha...but I am generically happy too... I am just confused...
good stuff:
**Kray called yesterday and we're hanging out today, and we're gonna go to kings island on the 12th of August and see modest mouse.
**I leave for camp on the 1st of August
** We have an antagonist meeting today so I can see some people...(laurel,katie,gena,charley,derek,bethy,izzy,lilith etc...)
**toby gets back on the 16th i think.
BAD STUFF:
**Heather is being all bitchy to me...
**I'm stranded at home
**I am way too confused
Okay, so maybe it's not quite balanced... I was hoping it would be. I am going to paper today, radio tomorrow,and then to see the village on Friday, I hope that'll be cool, and then going to a party on Saturday...(thats when it is gena) and then I'm gone...
I want icecream...
I don't feel like I'd even bleed if I got cut, I think water would come out...... I hate this feeling...
There are/were so many things I wanted to accomplish this summer, and I have so much remorse for not completeing them...I feel empty...I don't like it at all... It makes me feel horrible...not even poregasms can cheer me....
later
*~Amber~*