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[exile7]

Something feels wrong or something... I feel depressed. Unfulfilled. Lonely. Like things are different in ways I didn't want them to be. I feel like I am missing something(s). I usually feel a cold and don't mind it. I am used to it. When I feel a warming touch or something it is great, and I let myself know that we need that cold feeling to come at times to show us how good the warmth is. I respect that and understand that. But right now.... I don't want to feel that cold... Not at all... And I don't mean like physical temprature, I mean like... deeper than that. The warm nice feeling inside. The feeling of everything being emitted with that touch.
I don't like this entry. Part of me wants to delet it. I do that sometimes. But I think I will let this one go and just go take a shower.

Smile Empty Soul - Your Way

stand there with your ball and chain
bitch about what you've created
all caught up in the masquerade
you've already been paid and made it
so don't pretend to know what it's like
to feel the things that we must live through
you only see with your dying eyesSo
there's only one thing i will ask of you

can you take this life
can you make it right
do you have the words to say to make it
all go away
you act so wise
and so refined
u can keep your lies cos i'm
never gonna go your way

promises of a better life
but what's wrong with the one i'm leading
everyone has a different fight
a different wound that keeps them bleeding
so what's wrong with a little fun
everybody needs to find their something
is this how your gonna treat your son
fuck 'em up and give em nothing

[chorus]

everybody needs to find their own way through life
everybody needs to find their own way