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Well, today/yesterday (The 1st.) Kind of sucked for the most part. I didn't even do anything for the "fools" part of the day. I currently miss Melissa like there is no tomorrow. I have been more than tempted to just leave and go up there and see her. Actually it boiled down to the point of, if I only had cash on me, I would be on my way there right now.
I wish she were not so far away... Actually, if I could have a wish, I don't think I would want to use it on something quite like that, more like I wish she were here with me. But thinking more long term and all, I guess I would wish she were so much closer. That way I could at least actually have the money with what I have right now to go see her, and the drive there wouldn't drive me insane for the time it would take me, and those 4 and a half hours would seem like seperate many little lives being lived in pure agony until I got there, to which I would feel like I have been bestowed the greatest treasure on earth, just to be with her. I would be there this night... If I could be...
I wish she were not so far away... Actually, if I could have a wish, I don't think I would want to use it on something quite like that, more like I wish she were here with me. But thinking more long term and all, I guess I would wish she were so much closer. That way I could at least actually have the money with what I have right now to go see her, and the drive there wouldn't drive me insane for the time it would take me, and those 4 and a half hours would seem like seperate many little lives being lived in pure agony until I got there, to which I would feel like I have been bestowed the greatest treasure on earth, just to be with her. I would be there this night... If I could be...