long post.

Jan 21, 2005 22:40

i just realized how much i miss alot of my friends.. some that i never even hung out with them... but i miss them... the only people i really hang out with anymore are alex and rachel...not like thats bad.. but still.

i have some stuff to get out so you can skip this post or you can look for your name in hopes that i miss you. i'll do it in alphabetical order so noone will think the are more/less important by the order i said them.

bridget-you were really the best thing to happen to me at glass. i am almost certain that without you i would still be a depressed nervous wreck. i love you and i truely miss you. i miss the car rides...sheetz and harmonies. i miss you driving in your chamber dress. i miss being dragged to harbor inn after a day out with you.

cameron-i know we fight..and i know we dissagree on so many levels...i don't miss the fights..but i miss the makeups. our last fight we didn't recover from..and i don't even remember what the fight was anymore. it was so trivial. i miss you and i'm sorry for anything i may have said or done to upset you so deeply to the point we don't talk.

drew-there isn't much to say here drew..other than i miss you. you're one of the people who brightens up my day...you could probably insult me and i'd still be like "at least i talked to drew."...even the time when we were comparing ringtones over the phone out of pure boredom...it was awesome cause it was you..so..once again. i miss you. i'm sure i could see you if i made the effort..i just haven't..and i think i'm going to start.

erin-i haven't seen you as much this year other than band..and thats depressing...i consider you one of my great friends- i mean.. really..how long have we known each other? but yeah.. you're missed.

jonathan-i used to see you everyday at lunch and such..but then my classes changed..and lunch...and i don't see you as often anymore...which is sad enough alone...but added to it is the fact that you are a senior and next year you won't be here at all. you've always been there for me to talk to. and i miss that.

kellee-yes..this is probably going to send you and everyone else into complete shock. as much as it seems i hate you...i truely don't. i really miss my freshman year..before the drama and petty arguements. i thought you were going to be one of my best friends when i met you...you know.. one of the ones i'm still in touch with when i'm 50. that's not seeming to work out as planned..i don't expect you to drop the past and be my friend again- i just want to make amends with you and let it be out in the open that i don't hate you.

kirin-you are a really great person and i miss you dearly. i miss tommy and history day and everything. we never hung out besides at school related functions...but i think we should have and should...we weren't that close but i'd like to change that... you are a wonderful person and i would love to get back to you.

laura-i'm sure you already knew that i missed you. ever since you moved from across the street it's really difficult to see you (no shit right..) you've been my best friend since we were like...5. but i feel we've been slipping apart since you moved..because we don't see each other everyday and such. you're still the one i go to if i have major problems.. it's just more difficult... i miss you so much.

lora-i know it was only a year..but it was the best year of my highschool career yet. i was most definitly the most lucky freshman to have a friend like you. i miss drama with you..i miss going to kayleighs and bridgets with you... i miss putt putt and the ihop parking lot and i miss YOU.

megane-i haven't really talked to you since 8th grade when we had that stupid fight at kings dominion. i miss you and we should really be friends again...i mean- i see you everyday...but we still don't talk. we should change that.

parisa- i miss everything. 8th grade chorus..the dropout..the moldy peaches. the kiwi you gave me for christmas freshman year because it was from new zealand and thats where lotr was shot. you are such a wonderful person and i miss you... we barely talked last year..and this year we don't talk at all.

rachel-i see you everyday in fourth but i just don't feel like we're that close anymore... we've known each other since like...1st grade. i think i lost a huge hunk of my friendship with you when i dropped kellee...if that makes sence..cause yall were(...are?...) so close and i didn't want to do stuff with you if you were doing stuff with kellee- and i hate myself for that. i pretty much killed our friendship because i was fighting with kellee...i'm sorry.

sarah h.-i miss you more than words can express. 8th grade was such a great year...i think that we were really close. then high school hit and we started going different directions...academically and socially. i miss you so much and i want to hang out with you again.. you were a big part of my life that i now feel like i'm missing.

sarah s.-wow...i miss you..i miss math class.. i miss tommy...i miss belting out "the bad touch" in your car...i miss talking to you on the phone while you're on the roof. i miss your poems.. i miss the little spark in my day that occured when i talked to you. i still have your chipmunk hanging up in my room-on my mirror so i can see it every day and not feel so momma shutt deprived.

sean wow... i miss you more than i thought i would. marching band was great and all..but it still wasn't as great as freshman year. man- you were like...one of my really good friends. i miss english with you...i miss lord of the flies projects that never get done. plain and simple- i miss you.

stephen last but not least love. i miss tommy...and painting stairs and painting on your shirt (random..yeah.) and i miss math with you so much.. it's really the only reason i was depressed about mr. adams leaving.. it was like "shit.. i won't get to see stephen anymore" and that is no fun. miss ya stephen.

yeah.. long post. to the people not on this list (elizabeth..ginny..tana...others.) it's because i still see you everyday.. and..yeah we don't have much of a "past" i still love you so much though!!!!

now i'm contimplating on weither or not to make this post public...yeah i guess so cause some of my friends who aren't on my friends list are on this... ok.

if you want to talk about any of this...comment or call me... i hope you know my numbers.. (friend listers just go back a post) to others..ask around cause i don't want to post them publicly.
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