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i cant keeps taring at a setting sun. i mean. eventually, i can. But theres nothing left to do but sleep now. Sunlight. Rays. Gave Myself. More Days. Salvation came. Quite suddenly. Spoke Plainly.
Of course its your decision but jsut so you know, you decide to leave...
Rise against's new CD is good... so is uh... the new TBS. good screamo. Rise Against.has the same construction to all thier songs however.
just look right through me. Youll see no lies. just love. i will be pure. I WILL BE PURE
Like snow. Like gold. Like snow. Like Gold.
Im so spacing out. My face is on my knee, i havent slept in...
...
..
38 hours. Not that bad. Lets see how high we can get it before i go through that... mild insanity thing.
So get this.
Last time i stayed awake for 4 days, i ended up digging three teeth out with my finger nail. my front three, i almost had to go to the dentist. I could feel under my tooth with my pointer finger, i could feel all the roots. and they all were wiggly and ready to fall out. The worse part is i dont remember doing it. Well i do, but my mindstate wasnt there. I didnt feel any pain during, or for a second think what i was doing was harmful. I almost... dug my two bottom front teeth out with my fingernails. Kause there was uh, a piece of popcorn in it. But there wasnt. Ever. But for...4-5 hours i dug to find it. I remember blood, and i remember popping a vein with my nail, but not once during it all thinking of what i was doing.
Lets not do that again.
As a general rule of thumb now i try to keep my fingers out of my mouth. It just... doesnt seem like a good place for hands to be, let alot hands as ... tired as mine. We'll say. No ones online. So until someone gets online and talks to me your gonna get my rants. Rant rant rant rant mother fucker. I CAN HEAR YOU NOW! I CAN HEAR YOU NOW! YOUR A FOOL! Fools. Whos a fool when there really is no open jester, let alone a KING. Frikken monarchy. By order of the QUEEN. By order of the QUEEN. queens... like the city... like the gay people... i odnt ... understand it all. The nicknames they get. Fags, queens, fairies, all that stuff. Its so Fuckin stupid. Just keep... you comments to yourself. No one cares what you have to say unless its something sincere, and pointing out the obvious or commenting on someone ELSE's life, well it isnt oyur job, and it should be none of your goddamn concern whos fucking who. Or if a guy prefers a dude to a chick, now dont get me wrong: Im not gay. Im really not. Believe it or not. Im pretty straight, but i just hear this kinda shit day in and day out, and its all the same, and it always will be, and its just so...benine and pitiful. The... feeling of false ego boost you get for lowering others.
BANISHING THE GAYS TO HELL WONT RAISE GROUND LEVEL
and oyu always will end up back where you started, and thats only the beginning. Your falling behind my friend, stop running in circles, because tomorrow? Well tomorrow you may be dead.
ITS ALL THE FUCKING SAME ISNT IT?! CHRIST!!!!
Of course its your decision but jsut so you know, you decide to leave...
Rise against's new CD is good... so is uh... the new TBS. good screamo. Rise Against.has the same construction to all thier songs however.
just look right through me. Youll see no lies. just love. i will be pure. I WILL BE PURE
Like snow. Like gold. Like snow. Like Gold.
Im so spacing out. My face is on my knee, i havent slept in...
...
..
38 hours. Not that bad. Lets see how high we can get it before i go through that... mild insanity thing.
So get this.
Last time i stayed awake for 4 days, i ended up digging three teeth out with my finger nail. my front three, i almost had to go to the dentist. I could feel under my tooth with my pointer finger, i could feel all the roots. and they all were wiggly and ready to fall out. The worse part is i dont remember doing it. Well i do, but my mindstate wasnt there. I didnt feel any pain during, or for a second think what i was doing was harmful. I almost... dug my two bottom front teeth out with my fingernails. Kause there was uh, a piece of popcorn in it. But there wasnt. Ever. But for...4-5 hours i dug to find it. I remember blood, and i remember popping a vein with my nail, but not once during it all thinking of what i was doing.
Lets not do that again.
As a general rule of thumb now i try to keep my fingers out of my mouth. It just... doesnt seem like a good place for hands to be, let alot hands as ... tired as mine. We'll say. No ones online. So until someone gets online and talks to me your gonna get my rants. Rant rant rant rant mother fucker. I CAN HEAR YOU NOW! I CAN HEAR YOU NOW! YOUR A FOOL! Fools. Whos a fool when there really is no open jester, let alone a KING. Frikken monarchy. By order of the QUEEN. By order of the QUEEN. queens... like the city... like the gay people... i odnt ... understand it all. The nicknames they get. Fags, queens, fairies, all that stuff. Its so Fuckin stupid. Just keep... you comments to yourself. No one cares what you have to say unless its something sincere, and pointing out the obvious or commenting on someone ELSE's life, well it isnt oyur job, and it should be none of your goddamn concern whos fucking who. Or if a guy prefers a dude to a chick, now dont get me wrong: Im not gay. Im really not. Believe it or not. Im pretty straight, but i just hear this kinda shit day in and day out, and its all the same, and it always will be, and its just so...benine and pitiful. The... feeling of false ego boost you get for lowering others.
BANISHING THE GAYS TO HELL WONT RAISE GROUND LEVEL
and oyu always will end up back where you started, and thats only the beginning. Your falling behind my friend, stop running in circles, because tomorrow? Well tomorrow you may be dead.
ITS ALL THE FUCKING SAME ISNT IT?! CHRIST!!!!