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(baptise yourself in shame)
Last night was like a shutgun to the nuts. Not really sure what happened at all, but alot happened. Gained a little faith in humanity, lost a little faith in understanding. Now i just sorta feel like a chesspiece prone to becoming a queen, or just as easily falling off the entire board. On the other hand, i was touched with with some form of affection last night, synthetic, drunk, regardless, it was there. In some sense i guess its good, but in another sense, its sorta like blood. And now all i want is more and more. Too bad its more of an upperclass commodity, that i unfortunately can hardly ever afford. I guess its an exchange, true happiness for true reality... i think that its impossible to achieve both, so i guess i just wont try for either. Maybe ill just go with the flow... and see who choses to catch in the riptide, or sink to the bottom of the bay. Either way, i guess im alright with the results.
You can kiss me for a dollar and ill never tell anyone or speak a single word of it again.
Any takers?
Last night was like a shutgun to the nuts. Not really sure what happened at all, but alot happened. Gained a little faith in humanity, lost a little faith in understanding. Now i just sorta feel like a chesspiece prone to becoming a queen, or just as easily falling off the entire board. On the other hand, i was touched with with some form of affection last night, synthetic, drunk, regardless, it was there. In some sense i guess its good, but in another sense, its sorta like blood. And now all i want is more and more. Too bad its more of an upperclass commodity, that i unfortunately can hardly ever afford. I guess its an exchange, true happiness for true reality... i think that its impossible to achieve both, so i guess i just wont try for either. Maybe ill just go with the flow... and see who choses to catch in the riptide, or sink to the bottom of the bay. Either way, i guess im alright with the results.
You can kiss me for a dollar and ill never tell anyone or speak a single word of it again.
Any takers?