ten people
My Turn. 10 different things you wish you could say to 10 different people.
1. You used to be awesome. You used to be a person I looked up to, admired for all the wrong reasons. Now I don't want to look into your eyes and see the person you've become because I want to remember you as you were. You're a mess. Why did you have to do coke. You're life is a fucking mess. I despise you for killing our long friendship for some baggies.
2. You're the best thing that has happened to me in over two years. I wish you knew how much you meant to me, even though I try to tell you often. I have never had a friend like you and probably never will for a very long time. I decided that with you things were going to be different, and they are. I've never been so honest with you about everything. I hope we grow old together, like only best friends should.
3. You are a very interesting person. You are so sarcastic. I think you do it to cover up how you feel sometimes, which is alright if thats you're way of doing things. You don't need to though, you're great and you dont even see it. I love you hate on things and aren't afraid to say it. I love that you have a unique view on life. I hope we stay friends for a while. You grow on me every day.
4. We have a fairy tale romance. I only see you on occasion now, but every time I do you take my breathe away. I don't think that there is one thing I don't adore about you. I could marry you. You are too perfect for me. I often think of how we swam in the lake at 2 am on the hot summer night. And the time you brought me on the bridge in Boston in the pouring rain. I love you're family. You have no idea that I feel like this. And you probably never will.
5. You're so far away. I miss you. We used to be the best of friends, and we still are good friends. I'm sorry you're girlfriend hated me for a while. I still feel bad about it, even though its ok now. I think you're great and I don't tell you often. You are top 5 people that know the most about me. I wish I could see you more. I love that you make me laugh.
6. I really really really dislike you. You are the most superficial bitch i have ever met in my entire existence. I hate that you have authority over me. I am not impressed that you can spend your fathers money. You say you don't date because no one is good enough. News flash- no one will date you because you could never love anyone but yourself. I'm not looking forward to seeing you. Go drive your high end SUV off a cliff.
7. You are crazy, you are immature, and I absolutely adore you. You nicknamed me after a blow job. I should slap you across the face, but I just love you all the same. You showed me how far someone will go to be together. I wish I had the same feelings towards you. I don't though, you're just my good friend. I love that we have the same hair flip, that you appreciate my love for finding nemo, and my need for immature youtube humor. I am so glad I met you're crazy ass.
8. You hurt me and I don't know why. I don't even know why i liked you so much. You are a very nice guy, but get your shit together. And for the love of god, just because you wear a hat every day, it is no excuse to not shower. That being said, I find it interesting that we're still friends after we slept together. I never thought it would be like that, but it is purely platonic now. You should call me more, you used to be a good friend, now we don't see each other much. You have the most amazing eyes I have ever looked at.
9. It seems like you occupy my head a lot of the time now. I kept denying myself that you would be where you are. You are so young. You're fucking 18. But you're amazing. I love your views on life, that you go against the grain not for the sake of going against the grain, but because its how you feel. I think you have the cutest laugh ever. I think if the cards fall right we could have a future. You make me happy. I wish we didn't live so far away in the summer. I don't know what I want, but I know I want you in whatever it is. You're taste in movies suck. I love that you're willing to compromise and watch fever pitch with me when I have bad days. I love that you care when I have bad days. I love that you care. Even if you have puffy hair.
10. You have always been my everything. You probably will always be my something since I have loved you deeper, stronger, harder then any person to walk this planet. I will never be over you. Thinking of where we are now makes me sick. I think you know though. We have the most tragic love story. I wish it didnt have to be this way. I still love you.
1. You used to be awesome. You used to be a person I looked up to, admired for all the wrong reasons. Now I don't want to look into your eyes and see the person you've become because I want to remember you as you were. You're a mess. Why did you have to do coke. You're life is a fucking mess. I despise you for killing our long friendship for some baggies.
2. You're the best thing that has happened to me in over two years. I wish you knew how much you meant to me, even though I try to tell you often. I have never had a friend like you and probably never will for a very long time. I decided that with you things were going to be different, and they are. I've never been so honest with you about everything. I hope we grow old together, like only best friends should.
3. You are a very interesting person. You are so sarcastic. I think you do it to cover up how you feel sometimes, which is alright if thats you're way of doing things. You don't need to though, you're great and you dont even see it. I love you hate on things and aren't afraid to say it. I love that you have a unique view on life. I hope we stay friends for a while. You grow on me every day.
4. We have a fairy tale romance. I only see you on occasion now, but every time I do you take my breathe away. I don't think that there is one thing I don't adore about you. I could marry you. You are too perfect for me. I often think of how we swam in the lake at 2 am on the hot summer night. And the time you brought me on the bridge in Boston in the pouring rain. I love you're family. You have no idea that I feel like this. And you probably never will.
5. You're so far away. I miss you. We used to be the best of friends, and we still are good friends. I'm sorry you're girlfriend hated me for a while. I still feel bad about it, even though its ok now. I think you're great and I don't tell you often. You are top 5 people that know the most about me. I wish I could see you more. I love that you make me laugh.
6. I really really really dislike you. You are the most superficial bitch i have ever met in my entire existence. I hate that you have authority over me. I am not impressed that you can spend your fathers money. You say you don't date because no one is good enough. News flash- no one will date you because you could never love anyone but yourself. I'm not looking forward to seeing you. Go drive your high end SUV off a cliff.
7. You are crazy, you are immature, and I absolutely adore you. You nicknamed me after a blow job. I should slap you across the face, but I just love you all the same. You showed me how far someone will go to be together. I wish I had the same feelings towards you. I don't though, you're just my good friend. I love that we have the same hair flip, that you appreciate my love for finding nemo, and my need for immature youtube humor. I am so glad I met you're crazy ass.
8. You hurt me and I don't know why. I don't even know why i liked you so much. You are a very nice guy, but get your shit together. And for the love of god, just because you wear a hat every day, it is no excuse to not shower. That being said, I find it interesting that we're still friends after we slept together. I never thought it would be like that, but it is purely platonic now. You should call me more, you used to be a good friend, now we don't see each other much. You have the most amazing eyes I have ever looked at.
9. It seems like you occupy my head a lot of the time now. I kept denying myself that you would be where you are. You are so young. You're fucking 18. But you're amazing. I love your views on life, that you go against the grain not for the sake of going against the grain, but because its how you feel. I think you have the cutest laugh ever. I think if the cards fall right we could have a future. You make me happy. I wish we didn't live so far away in the summer. I don't know what I want, but I know I want you in whatever it is. You're taste in movies suck. I love that you're willing to compromise and watch fever pitch with me when I have bad days. I love that you care when I have bad days. I love that you care. Even if you have puffy hair.
10. You have always been my everything. You probably will always be my something since I have loved you deeper, stronger, harder then any person to walk this planet. I will never be over you. Thinking of where we are now makes me sick. I think you know though. We have the most tragic love story. I wish it didnt have to be this way. I still love you.