from of you who held me down / to some who just stepped on my fingers
J.Parker, if you're reading this by any chance - fuck you
now on with the other stuff...
flashbacks getting worse and more frequent. Still know when/where I am but it's like a new window popped up on a computer and I can still see the other one (main one) behind it all, or the desktop maybe is a better analogy, but the flashback is a pop-up or new window that takes up the primary space and primary attention. Mostly centering around my neighborhood and stuff that happened there. Keep forgetting that I'm never going to be able to see some of these places again as they aren't going to be there. And that everything will be changed in some way. First thing I want to do after Lakeview is back up and running is skateboard over to Heinz and then over to where Cord used to live. If they don't tear down any of that. It pisses me off seeing signs that advertise tearing houses down, I saw a few while I was down there and was going through someone's pictures of Lakeview and saw one in it, I'll post it later. Very very tasteless. Carpetbaggers making money off of other people's misery and loss.
The light burnt out in my bedroom and I have no way to change it unless someone has a ladder I can borrow.
Does anyone know if NPR does podcasts? I'm too lazy and my eyes are burning too much for me to be on the computer too much longer. Fucking monitor is too bright, or at least too much white on it GRRRRRRR.... I do everything I can to eliminate as much white light as possible and the computer has to blare it at me while I'm writing in LJ.
ok I'm yawning, need to get some stuff done then get some sleep. Wanted to work on my hair tonight but guess that will have to wait until tomorrow. Got all sorts of nifty things at evil-mart tonight. And did some grocery shopping. More pomegranates, yay!!!
Isola my sorceress in Diablo II is now up to level 16 and on the last mission as near as I can tell. Really need to level up some more, keep getting killed by all the shaman things. Forget my necromancer's name, Extoratos I think or something similair, is at level 8 and doing really good, faster progress than I did as a sorceress, but that may be because I'm familiar with the environment now and what to expect. However focusing on Isola right now.
Whenever I remember what the post was going to be I'll post it.
[edit] an F-2 tornado and a few other ones went through my neighborhood in new orleans the other night, destroying some of the houses and buildings that were still standing. This bothers me a great deal. Luckily none of the houses I'm involved with took damage as far as I've been told. Also there's been several fires and much vandalism lately, thinking the fires might be arson. This pisses me off as well. Someone needs to get their teeth kicked down their throat if that's what's happening.
now on with the other stuff...
flashbacks getting worse and more frequent. Still know when/where I am but it's like a new window popped up on a computer and I can still see the other one (main one) behind it all, or the desktop maybe is a better analogy, but the flashback is a pop-up or new window that takes up the primary space and primary attention. Mostly centering around my neighborhood and stuff that happened there. Keep forgetting that I'm never going to be able to see some of these places again as they aren't going to be there. And that everything will be changed in some way. First thing I want to do after Lakeview is back up and running is skateboard over to Heinz and then over to where Cord used to live. If they don't tear down any of that. It pisses me off seeing signs that advertise tearing houses down, I saw a few while I was down there and was going through someone's pictures of Lakeview and saw one in it, I'll post it later. Very very tasteless. Carpetbaggers making money off of other people's misery and loss.
The light burnt out in my bedroom and I have no way to change it unless someone has a ladder I can borrow.
Does anyone know if NPR does podcasts? I'm too lazy and my eyes are burning too much for me to be on the computer too much longer. Fucking monitor is too bright, or at least too much white on it GRRRRRRR.... I do everything I can to eliminate as much white light as possible and the computer has to blare it at me while I'm writing in LJ.
ok I'm yawning, need to get some stuff done then get some sleep. Wanted to work on my hair tonight but guess that will have to wait until tomorrow. Got all sorts of nifty things at evil-mart tonight. And did some grocery shopping. More pomegranates, yay!!!
Isola my sorceress in Diablo II is now up to level 16 and on the last mission as near as I can tell. Really need to level up some more, keep getting killed by all the shaman things. Forget my necromancer's name, Extoratos I think or something similair, is at level 8 and doing really good, faster progress than I did as a sorceress, but that may be because I'm familiar with the environment now and what to expect. However focusing on Isola right now.
Whenever I remember what the post was going to be I'll post it.
[edit] an F-2 tornado and a few other ones went through my neighborhood in new orleans the other night, destroying some of the houses and buildings that were still standing. This bothers me a great deal. Luckily none of the houses I'm involved with took damage as far as I've been told. Also there's been several fires and much vandalism lately, thinking the fires might be arson. This pisses me off as well. Someone needs to get their teeth kicked down their throat if that's what's happening.